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I doubt that I can live any longer ;
tkcare ; my dearies .
i may sound pathetic .
bt then every wrd i say, may come true.
ive been so sickly nowadays,
panadols are popped in to my mouth everynow and then.
i just think dat seeing doctors are simply a waste of money.
it's always e same words that they will say,
give you a mc letter and forty bucks are gone.
i dont want.
it always seems that i am healthy as ever after visiting e clinic.
whats there to be afraid of?
at e most,i die.
it's only that i will regret.
regret that i can never be with him ;
regret that i can never be a pilot ;
regret that i can never see him again .
buddlha bless.
i wanna get a job real soon .
In love and death.
8:52:00 PM