Embrace me.

20040730

haha..damien todae finallie noe hu am i ler...gd.ehx...saw the 855 guy todae..so damn err xin and somemore noe kok how...yer...err xin....dno sam's eyes gt stamp anortx,haiz,btr stick wif darren la u.ehx,hanie broke ytd,stead todae.pro horr,somemore both of her bfs all gt xiong one.tis one,ok lar,try ur best to last longer lorr...hmmm...eeee...lost mii comb...so shuckx...mii beloved comb lehh...had sorta quarrel wif gladys todae AGAIN...haiz...sianz...tmr gt koto...nvr study...heex...shitt lar...haiz,buay tahan liao...gotta slp soon...oh yea...gg out wif hanie tmr to causeway aft sj...dun feel lyk gg leii...bt no choice..hu ask mii so gd wif her...haiz...sway urux..=X..gees...kaes...evryone..takkaire!*mUaCkZ*..u takkaire too ba!

<3.
In love and death.
8:12:00 AM

20040729

gd.he's online now.bt nt toking.heex.waiting 4 him to tok to mii.hmmm,todae gt chi compo test,write damn long,haha,aft tt saw wilson's,he sae the person he hates de most is kar hao,bt the name write in another type of word,dno is he dno how to write or purposly write wrong der.ehx,aft skul went tp wif sam,gladys and casse,gladys treated mii to gui chap.den aft dat went j8 and meet mom and dad,on the way to j8,wa,kp hoping tt i will c him at the bus stop,bt nvr.*disappointed*.cant find first aid manual,wished *someone* will lend mii if he haf ba,bt tink he will haf it ba.hmmm,he wont read mii blog ba.dno wat happened to hanie and bear,heard tt they broke?bt i dno the whole storri,hanie sae tell mii tmr.bought lotsa stuffs todae,bt still 4gt to buy ruler and eraser.oops!i haven do art yet.shitt,juz woke up,haven even haf dinner yet,den gong gong der,still gotta do art.thot todae no homework ler.eeee.sarcks.finallie saw him in skul tis few daes,kp turning 'round so dno he gt c mii anortx,bt saw his foto,damn happi,sam they all all cannt stand mii ler,coz' the first sentence i sae to them will surely bout him.haha,den started calling mii mrs(sth).kaox.hmph.nvm nvm.i'm juz happi tt they did tt too...:p

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In love and death.
6:36:00 AM

20040728

eEeE...todae nvr tok to him at all lehh.so shuckx.haiz..missing him now...hmmm..again..todae nvr went online coz' sis hogged the comp until now.hmmm...todae kna punished by poh.so sway,bt is expected lar,coz she tt kind of person..can tell tt she's always shooting mii in watevr thingys she toking bout.alwaes toking bout finese and standard,eat shitt lar.hmmm,aft skul,had a sorta quarrel wif ming lar.coz' i didnt wna go sj de meeting den ming kp saying until v big lyk tt den say till cca points wat jc poly der.haiyo..bt den aft tt mii and sam oso nvr go..haha...eh...sharon oso nvr sae anything when i tell her tt i nvr go,den ming kick up a big fuss ovr it 4 wat.didnt went 4 sj meeting,went j8 wif sam and casse.took the longer 410 coz' mii and sam long time nvr do tt liao and casse didnt wan to take the long one,so we took the seperate buses and met again at j8.bo liao horr.nvm nvm.we r juz tt bo liao.hmmm..wanted to help aik cheng buy the FIR cd,bt nvr buy coz' she sae j8 gt sell $7 der,bt coudnt find it,so in the end nvr buy.sat round the MPH and c the lurfe bks,as the lurfe bks was oso together wif the sex ones ma.den wa liew.make mii horny.haha,no lar...kidding.ehx,kna 'scolded' by the mph gurl,haha,nt allowed to sit on the floor.den aft tt went to nxt section- witchcrafts and stuffs ba,casse and sam's loves.haiz,cannt blame ma,both of them are witches.=X..haha..kidding again.den sam said sth bout HIM den wa liew,they laughed until reallie lyk witch lorr.kaox.eee.make mii feel so -_- bout wat she said.bt aft a lil while i ok ler la.as wat i usually do.haha.hmmm...da jie called,she sae bro-in-law's company gt discount 4 tickets 4 concert cuming up,gt FIR all this der,asked fen,sam and hanie to go ler.han,as usual,asking xiong along den mayb asking fen to bring pierre along.sam coudnt ba.tink so.haiz,so sian,couples everywhere,seems so extra if i tagging along with the two couples.wont haf any bf 4 now ba.no one wans mii...:'(

<3.
In love and death.
10:14:00 AM

20040726

oops...sorri guys..didnt cum online as i promised to coz' aft went home frm gwennie's hse den san jie was hogging the comp until now- 1217 hrs.so..its onlii when she gg to slp ler den i can cum online now..bt i oso gg to slp ler...heex...alright...thx gwennie 4 helping mii to edit some of mii blog again,bt the tagboard..somehow..weird weird der...kaes...nvm.hmmm...tink i'll change it miiself ba...hmmm...ehx...todae didnt reallie tok to him ba..so shuckx..yer...tmr no storii to tell mii jiemeiZ ler...haha...reallie lorr...mayb being together wif him is reallie to far 4 mii to tink ler...he urhx..sorta 'gd catch' ler...so even if i lyk him,oso wont bcum couple der lorr...and dun tink he lyk mii oso lar..although these few daes kp being desparado and kp tinking tt he lyk mii all this lorr...bt den...its mii imagination onlii ba...haix...alright...shall end here...dun wish to post anymore...takkaire everyone..him too...*mUaCkZ*

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In love and death.
9:16:00 AM

20040725

hmmm..changed mii blog again ler...haha..dun find it irritating hor...ehx...hmmm...tink HE noe tt i lyk him ler ba..shitt...dun evr avoid mii hor..i've experienced these for mths last yr ler lorr...i certaintly dun wna noe how it feels lyk again lorr...its so terrible to noe tt the one u lurfe avoids u and nvr tok to u...haiz...omg..found mii ring...tis ring so evil der..b4 mii and zhong break,wherevr i put,no need to find,it will always appear in front of mii when i wna wear it.den aft mii and zhong break ler,cannt find it thou reallie go and find.until todae opened the lil box which i put all mii earrings etc,den i found it!hmm...dno gt any signs anortx..dno leii..wait and c lorr...hmm...haha...found out tt i nt in sj comp..sorri mii beloved seniors..bt den actuallie didnt felt lyk joining aft weisheng senior said all those craps..so...actuallie...quite happi...=p..sorri urhx,let yvonne,lion down...hmmm..gladys...dno la..dun feel lyk toking bout her ler..dno still treat her as our jiemeiZ anortx..dno la...haiz...c how first lor...todae morn' was looking thru HIS msg den gladys suddenly msg the sorri thingy msg to mii,c ler,den lyk...kaox...spoiled all mii happi mood liao..tt's her trademark..always spoil ppl's mood...haiz...nvm...dun tok bout it ler..kaes..takkaire darlingZ..HIM oso..alright..buaix..*mUaCkZ*

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In love and death.
7:34:00 PM

20040724

hey hey...juz changed mii blogskin...still ok ba?haven find the one tt i reallie lyk..nvm...will try..hmm...juz reason sth wif gladys...and...ok...dun wish to tok bout it anymore...ytd POP..kaox...he damn suai...haha...kp um chio when i saw him man...bt he real damn attractive man...reallie lyk him ler..shit..haiz..todae pontang sj again..shitt...haiz..k la..gt nth to sae anymore..buaix...takkaire...will miss all of u..esp.HIM

<3.
In love and death.
8:12:00 PM

20040721

hmmm...todae racial harmony,wore an indian costume bt dno is called wat.surprisingly,ytd when uncle tan ask hu wearing dat time,onlii lyk 4 peeps raised up their hands,den todae,bout most of the gurls wore.lyk tt den more fun ma..haha.hmmm,nic and wenting nvr cum,dno wenting gt win in the track competiotion anortx.haix..life's so boring nowadays.nth to do.saw HIM,haha,he wore traditional costume oso,still so suai.kekex.even kuang oso sae dat he getting more and more suai,shit la,reallie lyk him ler.how..*bleah*.bt den he oso wont lyk mii de la,so tink so much oso nth will end up de.cant b steading de ma.haiz.todae thot gt P.O.P rehearsal,bt den suddenly cancelled so mii and ming went j8 to meet mii mom and sanjie 4 money.haha,den took neoprint.kekex.first time went out wif her alone 4 the whole 3 yrs leh, pro hor.haiz,gladys...i dno her la,sam and casse are already irritated by her ler,bt mii and ming lyk trying to help her now lor.so i dno la,c first.alright shall stop here,bye!

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In love and death.
12:19:00 AM

20040720

hmmm...todae..nth much happened ba...evryday's so typical..listen to the craps by the 'crabby yee yee' den the scolding frm uncle tan den the jokes frm him,den yau yau nvr cum,sarcky teacher came,the onlii diff part todae is saw kaya perm her hair lyk a...poodle dog[MUAHAHA!].hmmm...den told the biggest secret of mine to hanie(changed spelling,prev. hanny).kaox.tt's the onlii secret tt i've nvr ever spilled to aniione. tink i reallie treat hanie as mii the most trustworthy fren.alright.mdm wee cried during today's higher chinese's lesson.coz' feiyu twirled him 'round den drop den hit his dno stomach or chest there la.v v v jia lak.coz' mdm wee gt operated tt particular part b4.so its damn pain.den aft tt i tink he tio meh by evelyn,cried again.haiz,den aft tt a lil bit larf until siao.dno yy.den sae i gt 4 bfs...3 onlii la, mdm wee!hmm...actuallie urhx,abit dun feel lyk joining sj comp liao.aft hearing wat ming said.bt i wna b lyk yiting lyk tt can sec 2 b sergent.i noe i tink too far le la,cant b lyk her.i dun mind gotta train 3 daes a wk,or stay back aft evry DM la.the onlii thing is cannt go overseas wif mii jiemeiZ..v sian lor...if can go wif them den i'll join comp without regrets...haix..sianz...bobby seems lyk avoiding mii,or reallie avoiding mii.dno yy.oso dun lyk him le.wu liao.haix.miss the times tt we r as close as couple man.msg him he oso nvr reply.toh toh and leonie all replied except him.hate mii sae la.i haf already experience mths of avoiding last yr le lor.certainly dun wna experience again le lor.haix.shall stop here.will b a indian tmr.happi racial harmony dae darlingZ!*mUaCkZ*

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In love and death.
10:44:00 PM

20040718

hey hey..finallie gt mii hp back..juz came back frm wisma atria. haiyo..waited soo long den mii turn to collect mii hp..nearly missed mii turn..while taking train back,saw yao rui...oh mii gosh...he actuallie tucked in his shirt man..standard nerd..hmmm...bought a precious moments foto frame for wenting.so cute..i oso wan precious moments thingy 4 mii bdae...[hint*]...haha...anyway,today's wenting's bdae..haha..HAPPY BDAE!

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In love and death.
6:41:00 PM

20040717

eEeE!!!i miss mii hp!sianz man..coz mii hp gt sth wrong so gt it servicing..den onlii can b collected tmr aft 3...yer...kaes..erm,todae kp quarrel wif mii parents..dno yy...todae feng shui nt gd urhx...eh..went to orchard wif wenting and yunhan todae,accompanii wenting to buy shorts,ate lotsa stuffs,took lotsa neoprints..muahaha...bt the one wif wenting nt v nice,coz wenting in a rush to go home so anii how took..den the one wif yunhan,okk la..oso nt sae v nice la..den the 2nd one nicer...except tt hanny's mii face look lyk shiit den mine she look lyk shiit..haha...we r both shiities!muahaha...ok la..tt's all ba..and took a neoprint wif peifen,gladys,casse,sammi and kuang yu ytd..hha...quite nice..esp the one wif the 'octopus'..haha...kaes..takkaire darlingZ!

<3.
In love and death.
10:38:00 PM

20040716

hey hey...i'm back again..hmmm...juz came back frm casse's hse and v v v tired now...juz came to post and change a lil of mii bloggie...hmmm...haiz...nic's thingy i tink bout to ovr le la,nv call mi bitch le.bt den todae jaqueline cum and find hanny coz' someone diao her...den i lyk"huh?she(the person hu sae han diao her) oso 'under' jaqueline de urhx?" shocked lor...coz' she dun seems to b so...lian...hmmm...felt quite sad recently coz' i nv reallie tok to the guy i lyk...and is lyk. i dun wan him to noe i lyk him again lor...so shuckx lor...hmmm...took a neoprint wif peifen,casse,gladys,sammi and kuangyu juz now..haha...quite nice la..bt abit small...we're the BITCHES!7ppl ma...althou mingzhen gt dance so nvr cum wif us..so is BTCHES...no I...thx to kuang 4 giving us tis stoopid name...bt...thx BITCHES! 4 supporting mii all wae thru during the dark period!*mUaCkZ*...bt..oso mii bRa-dErZ!takkaire darling men...buaix

<3.
In love and death.
6:12:00 PM

20040715

haha...finalle...suceeded in changing mii blogskin..helped ivaN to linked oso...hmmm...juz now gladys called and spilled all her troubles out to mi...tok 4 damn long...haha...ytd bought FIR cd 4 $7 onli...genuine de leh...haha...hmmm...todae...seems lyk evrything went well again!yeah!haha...thx guys hu reallie helped mi thru the low period...u all r mi true frens!thx...*mUaCkZ*...thx guys...made peace wif hanny le...yay!den tt nic onli call mi 'bitch' 4 one time...she'll get sian de la..haha...k la..shall stop here le..buaix...takkaire...darling men....

<3.
In love and death.
10:23:00 PM

20040714

haiz...
life's meaningless...
gwen,yunhan,nicole...
dno bout wenting,yanyi and aik cheng..
but peifen isnt..
wish she and pierre can communicate more...
gg to skul tmr..
sianz..
thou there r so mani ppl hu dislike mi..
bt still glad tt i've mi group of frens hu concern bout mi...
thanks guys..

<3.
In love and death.
7:26:00 AM

hey hey...just changed mi blogskin into tis one..nice?hmm...sorri...havent insert mi tagboard in it yet...trying now...=)

<3.
In love and death.
2:12:00 AM

20040713

dun fell lyk posting..
juz some words
yunhan's mi best fren,past,present,future.
although she hates mi coz' of some matter,
i'll treat her as my best ones.
i haf mi jiemei,brothers.
i dun care if anyone call me bitch when i walk past.
i dun care bout that.
bt the matter that saddens and hurts me the most id mi best fren dun trust mi and fell out wif mi over a gurl and a boy.
trival matters.
yunhan,u're fortunate to haf kaixiong hu lurves u wif all his heart.
b happy wif nicole they all.
i noe we're nt as gd as b4 le,even lyk juz acquaintence.
nvm.
gd luck wif him,ur frenz and all ur life.

<3.
In love and death.
7:53:00 AM

20040712

kaox...todae damn sway lor...kna punishment frm steven so mani times...go to hell la him...nv bring D&T bk-30 pumps(ava),50 pumps(hall)...bt actuallie quite ok la,mayb sj used to it le...aft we did the 50 pumps in the hall,steven c bo wif a smile on his face den bo kna another 50 pumps...bo do le,lyk gg to faint lyk tt..wa liew...heartache man...haha..=P,den msg him, he sae his hand too weak cannt msg so anyhow msg...muahaha...takkaire kae..hmmm....aft skul stayed in skul waned to go 4 the jumble sale shit bt den nic they all ask mi to northpoint so juz tag along coz' hanny gt go la...den receive dno wat stoopid msg den haf to kp figure out hus tt stoopid person..so big le still play tis kind of games...jia bui dua man...somemore dno is a guy or a gurl...wu liao..waste our smses...siao...haix...nth much happened todae except 4 tng nv cum den sammi was utterly disappointed and sad..den dun haf fun oso,coz' hist time aron without tng dun haf the joking effect..so its lyk..boring until cannt boring anymore...oh ya...+ hanny killed mi 'husband'!:'(...which is a millipede or centipede...haha...kae la...shall stop here le...sianz...buaix peeps...takkaire 'darling' and rest soon until ur hand ok le den can msg liao...takkaire others too

<3.
In love and death.
6:02:00 AM

eeee...

muahaha...todae gt abit fun and bit pissed off la...lemme c...kaes todae actuallie meeting hanny at 145 to bring clothes to let her change den we meet xiaoxiong at 2 at PS.kaes,i was late by 15min lyk tt,thot bear was already there wif hanny.bt nv.kaes,nvm,we went toilet and change den came out and msg bear tt we r gg to meet him outside hang ten and msg mi when he reached since we dno how he look lyk.kaes,we hid at a place and look out 4 him.he sae he'll b wearing a collar shirt wif a reebok jacket and pair of light brown pants.we looked around and walked around.waited 4 him.finallie he msg mi and sae he has arrived and asks us to go outside yamaha and wait 4 him.the time den was 420pm i tink.kaox.he was late by 1 hr + lor...hat guys hu let gurls wait 4 them man,nt a gentleman at all.tis pissed mi off coz' i was already late and somemore he was even later den mi...kaox...kaes,nvm.hammy and i went to 7th floor as yamaha was at 6th floor to look at him.kaox...he look nt sae v suai la,passable lor.den its lyk hanny was hesitating whether to sae halo or find some excuse and zao.kae la,we said halo to him lor den i suddenly feel lyk calling bo,so called him and he told mi he was in the toilet wif his bro...i was lyk...yer,wat the hell they doing inside..muahaha...kae back to bear.aft tt we went to BK and eat.he was sitting opp us,piang!thruout the whole meal he kp looking at hanny lor...somemore is those pervertic look...yer...[goosebumps].den hanny kp dun look dun llok,kp msging bo and call gladys they all la,i oso kp looking outside...aft he finished eating he stretch his leg to the both of us den...kaox...v weird lor,den kp put mi legs on mi lap lyk tt.kaox la,feel so uneasy,den when we gg home tt time,we board the escalator,kaox!he stand damn close to hanny lor,and i was lyk huh,wat shud i do...den aft tt coz' we taking north-east line den him north-south line la,den he lyk suddenly walk v close to hanny and almost held her hand,held a lil bit le,den hanny quickly put down and gei gei make her hand lyk tt.yer!can honestly tell u peeps tt i dun enjoy his company and y hold hanny's hands when they r juz frens,sec 3 guys reallie all so horny de meh...so far,yes la..i dno lei,mi impression of him is LAN!LAN!and LAN!he suckx!dun lyk him,dun care him and dun wna noe bout him.hanny,gif up la...he reallie sarrks lor,violate u,masturbating...eee...go and die ba!i reallie hate tis kind of guys lor,still rmb nt reallie waited 4 guys(bf) b4...esp liang chin,he waited 4 mi 4 bout 45min lyk tt 4 mi sjab to end den we went out on our first date..muahaha...shiok man,somemore tt stoopid bear still let us wait 4 an hr plus,kao bei lor,hate him man,nv ever will change mi impression of him man...b more gentlemantly ba stoopid bear!

hanny: told u tt online guy v few will v gd to u de la,find a guy tt u noe more realistic and dun c his looks,looks can b deceiving kaes,dun b so guillible and nxt time if he ask u to go out,dun ask mi le,i hate him and wont go out wif him de.c,i commented bout him le hor..haha...

<3.
In love and death.
5:40:00 AM

20040711

hmmm...long time nv post le hor..so juz post lor...phew...jumblesale finallie ended!YAY!dun tink we gt the champion ba...haiz...gonna let mr tan disappointed again...failure man 1e3..haiz..nvm...dididnt buy anything until the last dae someone bought a tes-tube 4 mi(heex),i bought a donkey and took a lion for lion senior as it was free at the last min...muahaha...eh,decided to join sjab comp thought mi jiemeiZ dun wna join...heex..nvm...u'll regret man!muahaha...hiya,yesterdae went ice-skating to celebrate yanyi's bdae,went together wif yanyi,hanny and ming.quite fun actuallie,bt mi and ming kp falling down so scared of playing liao...hahax...i noe waste money la,bt too bad la, i v scared ma...actuallie yesterdae gonna meet bear de,bt hanny cannt make it so todae gonna meet him..YAY!eh..i so happi 4 wat..muahaha,bt seems lyk bear abit horny la,tink all sec 3 guys r lyk tis ba...hmph!hiya..nvm...eh...v sian recently lei,dun feel lyk gg to skul liao,starting to hate skul le,mi classmates and frenz...all so sian,showing attitude hor...ya,dno is hu..kana pissed off by her,her and her...sianx...she tink she wat,v big urhx...sad to tell u tt u dun even haf any close frens..even ur closest fren tinks tt its so peaceful without u around...haha...so sad...takkaire gurl...takkaire 'darling'..kaes...takkaire evryone...buaix..*mUaCkX*

<3.
In love and death.
11:00:00 AM

hate him!

<3.
In love and death.
8:35:00 AM

20040704

eh...yesterdae dun feel lyk posting so nv post so todae post[crap].k.i noe.eh,saw gwen's post den lyk ya hor y yesterdae did so mani thingys huh..haha..yesterdae went playing bball wif han and gwen bt muz apologise coz' too hot there so dun feel lyk playing tt's y gwen so sian...eh,den went back to gwen's hse and tt[gurl] called and sae sth untrue bout mi to gwen as she dno tt i'm right there,eavesdroping wat the hell she toking bout.[farrck].still kinda hate tt [gurl].nt onli mi,+ bobo,han and all tis..she kinda reallie [sarrcks].so wat does it concern mi even u haf a [s....]?it wont last long de la...sianx...k.back.aft tt went tng's hse and piang,his mama so cute de,and kimberly so pretty and sweet...muahaha...lyk mi..*shweet*...k...aft tt went chomp chomp and eat lor..[blah blah blah]if u wna noe wat we ate,go c gwen's blog...eh,yer,y blogger change le,feel uneasy to write it tis way lei...so [shuckx].k.nvm.wa,yesterdae greece won urhx.thx ivan 4 telling mi at 4.54am.haha...actuallie lyks portugal de..bt den..haix..too bad lor..=@...bobo cheer up kaes...dun b so sad le la...u comforted mi when i was low bt i dno how to console u when u sad lei..ltr some [gurl] will sae sth untrue bout us again...kk...shall end here le...hongyi,get a normal day k,dun slp at day and wakes at nite,u will die...k la...gtg le...buaix darlings!*mUaCkX*

<3.
In love and death.
12:23:00 PM

20040703

i'm ok...

yipee..i ok le la...so no need to console mi le...reallie dun worth any crying 4 tt bastard...bt den yesterdae heard mi mom sae his mom's name lyk weird weird de..ok..i noe gt no link..bt den nvm...thx those hu reallie cared 4 mi during tt sad period...haiz...nt gg on to a new relationship for the time being liao...cant b sure tt reallie can find a great guy hu cares and lurves mi lots nxt time...so...haiz..dun wna get hurt again liao le...sianx...bt now i tink evrything's back to normal,i'm resume back to mi siao siao personality..muahaha...todae went to watch spiderman 2 aft cutting mi hair...eh...spidey2 ok la...nt sae v nice 4 mi la...i oso dno,coz dun lyk tis kinda show ma...muahaha...eh...mi hair hor...yer...nth diff de...actuallie gt la...onli the frinch haven go down yet..muahaha...difficulty understanding mi urhx?nvm...u will get to c it on tue liao..muahaha...kk...buaix!!*muackX*..thx darlings!

<3.
In love and death.
4:57:00 AM

20040702

slowly getting over him.
felt crying todae recess.
longed 4 a hug.
longed to cry.
bt yunhan sae no use crying over him.
ya.
tink so too.
nv cried 4 him since tt dae we broke.
wont cry 4 him anymore.
i'm sure i'll find a way better guy den him.
bt nt getting into a relationship so soon.
still sad.
bt thx mi jiemeiZ and bra-ders..esp. bobby hu consoled mi.
thx alot.
reallie.
i'll b fine.

<3.
In love and death.
5:24:00 AM

20040701

juz broke up wif him yesterdae.
dun ask y.
he suggested it.
sad.
nvm.
he's a bastard anyway.
ignore all those posts which i wrote i lurve him v much.
actually still lurve him v much.
bt since he cant forget tt gurl.
den too bad.
make sure U dun regret.

<3.
In love and death.
5:10:00 AM