wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:
<3.
wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:
<3.
wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:
<3.
wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:
<3.
wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:
<3.
wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:
<3.
wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:
<3.
wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:
<3.
wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:
<3.
<3.
<3.
<3.
<3.
I MISS HIM !
<3.
AHHHHHH !!!
<3.
- bLo0pX ! -
<3.
I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT.YOU LIKE TO? MOVE IT!
GRINS! (x
one more thing to love:
the madagascar giraffe!
gees-
its so cute.and its TALL.well;like me(:
and cuz i got the cup that it is giraffe on the cup.
heehee.
i was like giggling about the giraffe cuz i found it cute.
(x
i'm cuter.of course(:
watched the magadascar today with huijing manda shawnpang and ilene.
manda and huijing was like kept on complaining that very uncomfy cuz we were sitting 3rd row from the front.
but it was okay for the rest of us lar.(:
after the movie,my stomach was like BIG.cuz i gobbled too much popcorns and coke.(:
then the 4 of them was like keep laughing at my cute bulky stomach.
hahas.
we went to the pet shop and bought something for my tangle.
den shawn pulled my rubber band away and threw to huijing.
den i kept saying'wa liew.you all bully pregnant lady ah?' den they gimme back.
heehee.
suddenly dun like golden retriever anymore.
i love SHA-PEI!
gees.thanks to ilene for the recommendation.
it's so darn cute lor.
i was stamping my feet when i saw the sha-pei's photo.
gaga.
it is not a bulldog.
it dun have so many layers of skins.
(x
love it.
if can,i must have a sha-pei in the future.
(:
the science thing was horribly bored. /:
real bored.
we were like freezing there at the science lab.
hearing mrs jeya repeating her sentences:
'do you know that i still have to teach catholic high next week?
my vocal chords are not so strong anymore and i can't talk so loud.
i cannot tell mr chew that i have no voice and i can't teach them.
do you know that this is a cluster-level programme ans its our teachers our resorces!
and so on..."
bleahs.i could repeat every single word she says.
YEAH.
gg out with peifen tomorrow!
whoosh.
looked forward so long le.
gonna watch monster-in-law i think.
hoped so.
(:
15 more days.
lala.
takecare.
gdnite(:
-wondering why i never mention him in this post?hee.dun worrie.im still loving him loads(:`
to SHAWN PANG!
ah boy ah dun worrie lar.
we shall wait together for the person we like okay?
she will accept you de lar.
(:
BELIEVE US!
In love and death.
7:57:00 AM
if only february15'05 din exist.
i'm tired.
i'm really tired.
tired of waiting for him.
tired of placing high hopes on him;thinking that he will like me.
or rather tell me that he likes me.
so what if he really likes me?
as if i would know without him telling me.
tired of playing those guessing games.
tired of waiting for his never-will-sms sms.
tired of me smsing him everynight.
so tired that i really wanna give up on him.
but;
how can i bear to?
i have already spend 3months plus on him.
not bout the tym.
but he's the only and the first guy who made me go gaga over.
everytym when i sms him,i will feel so so depressed.
suddenly.
my friends will know.
they will know how i feel everytym.
TIRED...
In love and death.
6:38:00 AM
DREAMS!
hahas.
just woke up and this is my 2nd tym blogging today.
hees.
okay.
so dreamt about him just now.
omg.its so funny sia.
i was laughing all the way and my mom was like
'what thing?"
then i say
'ohh.no nothing'
omg.the dream was so..DIAO?
hees.
(x
he was on the teevee.
goddamnshit sia.
so cute!!!
bleahs.sorrie.(:
alrights.gotta go now.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINCOLN!
HAPPY ONEMONTH XINJUAN AND CHIN!
(:
In love and death.
7:12:00 AM
god-damn-shit.
life's really boring.
with or without school.
its just that i will still have hopes to see him when we are schooling.
yucks.hafta face up the fact that i will need to miss him for the whole one month!
whats so great bout smsing?
i mean;
you cant see the one you loved,still.
BORED.
eat`sleep`eat`sleep.
hols are like that?
plus a little study i think
in a nutshell.everything just seems so boring i bet.
duhs.bye.
In love and death.
12:31:00 AM
does hols really rawks? ):
i think those humans or creatures who watches teevee will know these songs from commercials barhs:
one* you know i can't smile without you.
two*wouldn't it be nice if the world is cadbury
three*it's a sunny yellow banana day
so this was what me ilene and youjing did today.
we kept singing these songs and even put this as our msn nicks.
hahas.
lamesters on duty.
kekes.
anyway.
initially wanted to watch 'maggiedascarrrrrr' and 'monsterinlaw' today
but.
can't get any of the tickets.
so
went many places lar.
still cannot get.
so got fed up and gave up.
den went to foodcourt and slacked.
kept writing other people's chinese names.
heehee.
and ilene couldn't bear to throw away that paper.
hahas.
and there was
'tingyuan love -blahblah-' on the paper.
and ilene say,
lets leave it and scarly HE sits at that table after we left
den his actions will be
scratching his head and say'eh?why got names on it one?i also love her!'
diaox.
sorrie.
think too much.
(x
then after that went heeren and walk walk lar.
nothing much happened there actually.
so we went back to the MRT there and saw the guy who was selling the charity tickets lar.
he said that i'm cute okay!
hees.
for twice!
hees.
for details,go and read youjing's blog lar.
(x
so after went back to j8 and saw fabian.
then went to eat with father and mother.
then came home.
yeapyeap.
actually.seriously.i din wan holidays to come.
another month will be at a waste.
yucks.
i dun wan him to graduate so soon.
; i dun want my memories to fade away so soon... ``
In love and death.
7:05:00 AM
SLEEP!
GRRRR!!!
i can't get to sleep
and even tangle has gone to sleep.
2.27am.
i can't sleep.
isit because i din talk to him today?
hahas.
(:
In love and death.
11:28:00 AM
ttuck.ttucks.(:
yeapies-
yesterday ;as i was too tired and was smsing someonespecial.
din had tym to blog.
so heres me!
talking about everything happened yesterday*
so had peirce family day.
but before that.
huina and me went outside the staffroom and wrap the moneybox.
den after that he came up.
ilene and youjing was also with us.
i just wanted to zao.
so i dragged huina in.
but i dunno what huina siad.
so i just ran inside the staffroom and searched for mrs.ong table.
and as i put her penknife on her table
i heard someone shouting mr.koh
i was thinking
wa lau.this guy very noisy leh
den when i raise my head and prepared to leave
AHHHH
he was the one who is calling mr.koh!
god-damn-shit.
i din even know he was breathing the same air as me.
i got shocked and then just ran out of the staffroom.
i dashed out and laughed until siao.
den dunno why
i need to go in to the staffroom again.
and i thought he has left.
so very well
he hasnt left yet.
so i saw him
i started panicked.
hahas.sorrie dun ask why-
den i feel kinda embarrassing.
dun ask why either.
yucks.
just dun lyk to see him but yet i wanna see him.
you get what i mean?
i feel so paisay when i sees him man.
(x
ohh.
den ate iceceam together with yeeling huina huixian and ilene
sat near the bball court.
supposedly is them accompanying me to watch him play bball.
but
in the end.
i was too paisey to look at him
and so
it became me accompanying them to watch bball.
keke.
well.
i think they got used to it already lar.
after that just slacked arnd our stall and i forgot what we did.
ehh.
i really forgotten.
(:
ohh.
we sat around the pull-up area and had a chat.
with yeeling huixian and ilene.
so we played a game.
the game that you must continue the last word of a word.
ehh?
i mean in chinese.
hahas.
so we just play until it ended to maomao de mao de mao de mao de mao.
diaox.
hees.
after went walking arnd and then huixian called me.
cuz apparently i lost trace of them
leaving me and ilene.
i was at the bookshop area
den i was like talking to huixian
and i looked to my left side.
he was there!
he looked at me and i looked at him
den i was lyk
din know what to do for that second*
keke.
i just know that my heart thumped until siao
and i quickly act blur and walked away.
(x
den found huixian they all.
youjing just wanna pass me the cookies that we bought.
then i couldnt finish it.
so i asked juliet to pass him the cookie.
hahas.
oopsie-
den i walked huina to the gardens cuz she wanted to rest there.
den came back and i forgot what we did again.
got hamster from whye keat.
cuz i hafta help him take care of his hamster for two weeks.
yeap.
den just slacked around the canteen and talked crap i think
yeah.
den i forgot what happened and just went home.
hahas.
at night.
he smsed me.
xD laughs out*
he told me something which make me feel very shiok.
but you know.
guys are not to be trusted.
cuz im being lied to and played by that *ucker before.
ohh yeah.
so we chat until 1am until i wanna sleep.
TODAY
nothing special.
mom came and see ms ng.
din say anything about me much lar.
hahas.
din want her to say much either.
(x
actually wanted to watch movie with those darlings of mine today
but as yeeling's mom only can come at 3.45pm
so we had no choice but to give up that idea
(:
its not your fault yeeling*
(x
alrights.
gotta go*
gdbye-takecare.
(x
In love and death.
5:01:00 AM
lala~
today had the stupid PM.
last minute grouping but we still managed to impress mdm fong.
HAHAS.
better than somebody else*
(x
oopsie-
well.
i danced until so bitchy
almost showed that PARISHILTON look
err.no offence to those fans of hers alrights?
just lyk to imitate her.
(x
those papadum babes should know the best.
cuz i think they even got tired of that look of mine.
haha.
(:
slacked the whole day.
went to missng's homeroom and played around.
wrote craps on missng's whiteboard cuz no teacher was there.
then youjing they all came up.
and youjing started a dialogue which is supposed to be me huina and youjing herself talking about how much youjing rawks.
but youjing was the only one who wrote everything.
and everyone of us was lyk disgusted.
hahas.
then huixian started taking my handphone and sms
'u sux!!' to him.
haha.
wat the freak?
but i din sms him to say anything lar.
so i waited for him to reply me.
kekex.
think he got a shock ba.
(x
sorrie.
alrights.then after that me and youjing went mad.
we tied our hairs into two ponytails.
high up.
den venice had his hair tied too.
hahas.
all of us looked toot man.
den me and youjing kept on act cute and took loads of pics with my hp.
(x
den tried loads of hairstyles after that.
lyk the spirited away gurl den blahx and loads lar.
just went crazy.
heehee.
den after school went j8 with yeeling and youjing.
ate mosburger.
den yeeling met someone who is very irritating and he's from amk secondary school
but was formally from mayflower primary.
den i started calling him wuyuehua tongxue.
den he was with his group of friends.
den his friends was lyk 'which one is yeeling?which one is yeeling?'
waa.den i realised that its my chance to go disiao those guys.
then i went up to one to the guy suddenly and say
'hey you all looking at her ah?'
den the guy say
'walau.sia si wo.'
wa liew.make us laugh until siao lor.
cuz i really din mean to scare him one.
i juz wanna disiao him.
hahahs.
den after went to macs and sat there slacked.
next to us was a table of cathighs.
there was a guy whose hair was lyk 'bowlshaped' lor.
really.its veryvery obvious that its cut with a bowl.
omg.
the three of us also laughed until siao sia.
(x
oopsie.no offence again.
actually quite loads of things happened today ah.
hahas.
(:
wanna tell him something:
dun talk so loud lar.its not lyk your friends cannot hear.
(:
hahas.yeap.end here le.
takecare sweeties(:
In love and death.
7:36:00 AM
IM BACK!
have came back from HQ for the bigwalk PD.(:
fun*and great!
gaga XD
especially jolene and juliet will know why i feel so happy even when i only slept 20min yesterday night.
(x
well.went HQ at 8pm on saturday then steve sir gave briefing then we started exploring the haunted HQ.
few batches of us went up the lift and keep on getting up and down.
then when all of us got our torches and wanted to walk in the halls.
14 of them got into the lift first and leaving some of us outside.
then..
a while later we realise that we still can hear their voices and laughters.
we knew that something was wrong and the lift button light is still on 1.
that means they are still on the first floor.
we started shouting 'are you alright?'
then the lift button light started to flicker and 'DENG'
the lift button din have any light anymore.
so we started asking missypoon to help.
then the sirs started to pull open the lift door.
and the remaining of us din care anymore and went into the nursing rooms and tell ghost stories.
heehee.
after 15min or shorter,they were out and they treat it like nothing happened.
i think we are more scared den them sia.(:
after that sirs bought us supper.
you char kwayand soyabean milk (:
love the soyabean milk but i dun lyk greasy food so i gave the you char kway to michelle zhiying they all.
just half an hour after that den steve sir force us to sleep.
-_-?
so jolene me juliet and michelle slept on the ponchos and ground sheets.
i dunno what happened to the air con but it was very very cold.
so we kept on pulling the ground sheets and ponchos lar.
then jolene was talking to her fren
juliet was talking to her darling ben.
i was sleeping between them smsing him although he say can call him but i feel paisay(:
then i snatched the phone from juliet and talk to ben.
then ben say'i really really love her alot'
YUCKS!
then the two of them were like whispering sweet-nothings and make me feel even colder.
okay
so around 1 hr later,jolene and juliet went to sleep.
and i was still smsing him lar.
around 130 like that.
who cares?he say hes gonna pei me until 330 ma.(:
den after that...i heard something:
those drilling sounds of the construction sites.
the hammering sounds and those metal rods sounds.
i was so scared okay.
imagine it?
and you know that no one will be constructing anything at 2am.
i told him and i said 'who the hell will make those sounds now?"
thinking that he will gimme some comfort,he said
'ghosts lor.confirm one.'
!!!!!
i was so damn scared lor.
and the drilling sounds din stop.it continued.
and the scariest part was here:
i was facing juliet lying down and all my closefriends will know that my back is sensitive so when even some breathe to my back,my whole back will like move in and feel itchy.
so i was waiting for his reply
then i was opening my eyes.
my back started 'curling up' then i heard 'ohhhhhhhhhh'
den no more.
i turned around and jolene was already soundasleep.
it cannot be jolene's voice and its not jolene's voice.
i was so so so terrified.
and the only thing i can do was just smsing him.
after a while,i finally fell asleep.
and cause i put my hp on my stomach,
i was awake by the vibrations.
i din reply his msg cause i was too tired to look at at.
but the 2nd msg he sent really wake me up and so i reply him and we started talking again.(:
then michelle woke up and move to where zhiying slept.
then she hit the standing fan and make jolene wake up.
it was only 345am i think and we gotta report at 5.
so we just walk around the HQ and about 355 i called him*
(:grins.
talk talk talk until 415 den i hang up cuz i have to change uniform and brush my teeth etc etc.
so yeap and after that we had our breakfast at the big walk starting point.
yucks
me and juliet was like wanting to throw up.
maybe the food is nice.
but we just din have the appetite.
then after we were at the busstop which we are assigned to-
we sat there and sleep.
but we din know that there are actually rusty water from the top dripping down.
my senior and juliet's uniform was like.become a dalmatian kinda uniform.
and i was lucky as i only had two drops and it isnt obvious.
so we went standing beside the busstop
but i had stomach cramp so i sat in the busstop.
the big walk has hell lot of people there and its like the water which wont stops flowing.
we got 3 cases.
one of which are more serious are the boyboy who fell down and had grains of stones and sands in his wounds.
alright then after that steve sir command us to walk to where supporter4 located.
so we just walk there.
then we waited and waited.
after 1.5 hrs later,the ambulance finally came and pick us up to eat.
heehee.
this is the greatest part!
we ate at a restaurant.
highclass one.
we ate the cereal prawn*spicyandsour fish*and many more goodies.
then lion was like keep globbing down the food.
it was so scary.
hehheh.
and we din have to pay any amount alright.
(:
then we went back to HQ got our things and the goodie bag and HOME!
and i slept until 5am.
(x
In love and death.
3:04:00 PM
got back results today and wasnt very pleased with it.
actually cried in class today because of the stupid science.
thought i will pass cause i really did study loads and loads and loads.
but i just failed by 7 marks.
yucks.why did i cry?
i dun usually cry over marks.
i din cry over dnt and maths which i failed too-
dunno lar
.something must be wrong with me.
i hate crying-
after school went huijing house and see them practise PM.
not in their group so no need to practise ma.
(:
den huixian was lyk wanted to ride the two of us on the bike and ride down the slope.
i was so so so damn scared sia.
den we nearly fell-haha.
sorrie xian.
(:
we had our lunch.
PRATAS!
there was not enuff for the first round so ilene went to cook another piece of prata.
she asked us how much oil was needed.
then youjing say 1 cup.
and she actually believed it.
den huixian was lyk
'AIYO!WHY YOU PUT SO MUCH!'
den all of us kept laughing at her.
ilene;you really need to improve your cooking skills liao.(:
den they kept dancing the hollaback girls.
huixian was the funniest and she looked so retard when she danced!
me huijing and ilene laughed until peng when we saw them dancing.
huixan kept dancing the fan dance.
so darn lame seh.
but she was cute.
and she kept doing the breakdance thingy.
haha.
nice one,xian!(x
after that den we slacked around and ate sweets and etc lar.
we linger around until 6 den my dad drove ilene home.
(x
takecare HOLLABACK GURLS!
sweeties.gdnite*
In love and death.
1:13:00 PM
went j8 bought huixian birthday present with youjing and yeeling today.
bought a 5566figurine and made a phonestrap with XIAN and an octopus on it by gift-a-name.
yeapyeap.
but the 5566figurine is like quite dirty lar.
den so err-the three of us not really very happy bout it. ):
den went back to school.
waited for huixian to come out cause we wanted to bluff her that we cant get to buy the wang renfu figurine.
but she didnt believe us lar.
so we also never play liao lor.
he scolded suddenly in the canteen.
siao-haix.dun care bout him lar.
den the whole day i was like'youjing,why he suddenly scold one?"
den youjing gt irrtated by me.
haha (x din mean it.
but i really never see him lose him temper before.
he wasn't playing,i guess.
he looked serious.
and then we went amk central to meet youjing's mum cause we gg youjing house.
played with chino and just find that tangle is the cutest dog okay.(x
yeapyeap.
den got something real childish happened lar.
heck.
dun get me involved in this type of childish things.
although i'm not very mature either.
but at least dun get me into these things.
so-that's all for todayand the sexual education thing just sucks lar.(:
alright.gottagogoodnight
takecare sweeties.(x
In love and death.
9:18:00 AM
hmmm.changed my blogskin again.got tired of that.(:
din go skul today cuz din feel lyk.slacked at home
(x
den after that went meeting huixian and huijing at j8 cause they say that they are bored.
went took neoprint with them.that was fun(:
haha.
weilong's on teenage.haha.
he look so gong on that picture.
:X.well-hes always gong
gaga.alright.gotta go.
gdnite!gdbye!
In love and death.
6:05:00 AM
lost muh phone and muh mood is swinging like hell.
no mood to study and tomorrow's history.
hey it rhymes.
anyway.
everything seems so sucky and was so yucky
lala~
wateverr
changed muh blogskin.
yeap.thats all.
takkaire guys.
In love and death.
6:30:00 AM
not gg to sms him tonight.a goodnite sms maybe?
finished looking at the photos and blogs.and i still cant find the photos tt yeeling upload!
where the hell isit?!
URGHH!
shud haf promised tng to stay up and accompny him
so that i will not be so BORED. :
i wonder why.
all my friends will be together with the guy i lyk
except me!
GRRR
its not lyk im not serious right?
how long do i have to wait long?
2months + has passed...
yuckx and he's graduating soon.
yeah and that's the greatest part okay?
haixx.
suckx suckx suckx
where's my dog??!!
i hope he can come back soon with my sis and i will never ever chase him down my bed again(:
hopes gwen come my house tomorrow.
slack together.(:
goodbye (:
goodnight(:
goodluck(:
ohh yeah -
lion mind you!
chris is my hubby ! (:
In love and death.
8:43:00 AM
haha.i actually told him dat i lyk him ytd midnight.at 'round 1+ am. -thru sms
den well he din say anything much
he din say anything lyk, 'sorry but i dun lyk you.'
luckily he din -
den we just continued talking and it was like nth happened.
until 230am,i say i've gotta sleep cause' i'm having a badminton game with my sisters this morning.
(:
we talked for 5 hours.from 1030. (:
that was great,babe. (:
i'll just have to hope that he won't avoid me.
i think - he won't `
specially for JULIET!
dun be sad and cheer up okay?no matter what happens,i will always be there for you.((:
In love and death.
4:56:00 AM
HEY !
well.actually din have anything GOOD to update on except that i still love him and he still dun like me.-_-.haha. -nevermind . `i've gotten used to it. ((:
bleah.x.
goodluck to all of YOU for your exams okay??
((:
In love and death.
5:35:00 AM