<3.
im utterly down.hardly spoke to a human today.8/10 of my words today were to my dog.
so what if me and him smses?uhh blahs.dun wanna say anything bout him.just find that waiting for a guy/gurl who just dun care bout your feelings even they clearly know that you likes him/her is absolutely wasting time.in another few more weeks,5 months of waiting has passed.what the?i dunno if he's worth it or not,but i just cant stop myself from not thinking bout him.i dun need him.i know.but when you feel sad or down,dun you want someone you truly loves to be by your side?kiss your forehead,hold your hand and tell you that everything's gonna be alright?who doesn't want a person to be by your side everytime you needs him or what.dun anyone wants to be by his/her side every moment?and be his/her special someone?
hah.dun care lar.
just hope that this kind of life will be ending soon.
no more waiting.
its worthwhile but it's getting sick.
In love and death.
9:51:00 PM