Embrace me.

20050629

nothing actually to blog today.its like the same as tomorrow and yesterday.i cant find my higher mother tongue file!its so so freakingly irritating!gotta hand in tomorrow and its like,it has gone missing! DAMN.wanted to do the corrections of my compos,but then realised that i dun have a green pen.PATHETIC*but then when i flipped through my proud masterpieces,i found out that i dun have any corrections to do.

tomorrow is like another day like ive said earlier.nothing much more.gonna save and scrimp- BLAHS.until july,ive gotta save like at least $50?but at least ive gotten the TAG ready(: its so beautiful.i just love it to hell lar.and that was not expensive either.just wondering if that person who receives this present will appreciate it or not.he seems to be like so so heck care?):
have the maths retest thing tomorrow and ive not revised yet.like those standard forms and whatever shit?wonder what will happen if i fail my maths again- HOPES NOT.my fingers crossed now.

i feel like going borders someday again.(: din really shop around there yesterday.and i definitely wanna go to citylink and shop again,right gwensey?ahhhas(: hopes that more inspiration will come and look for me when i shop there(: not a bad place,i supposed.

friday's st john day and gotta wear the full u for the whole day.its gonna be like desperately HOT?anyway,i think we have already gotten used to it.

ahhs.hopes that he wont wear his spects tomorrow. no offence but then he really looks tooter and tooter. (:

<3yuan>

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In love and death.
1:35:00 AM

20050628

aww.today was like so damn fun!(: ahhhas especially the ms wong thingy.
you know what.ms wong was like talking to us bout her thailand trip,then suddenly she acted and taught us how to sing a song.
i've got an auntie,auntie monica
whenever she goes dancing,we will say WOOLALA!~
the song goes somethign like this lar.then she was like acting 3 or 4 roles at a tym and the whole class were like laughing until siao sia.
was wondering if she wud have the split personally thing.
blahs(:
went to far east with gwensey just now(:
then went to cine and do a really really nice thing for someone real special in my life(:
erms.
i just love that thing till whatever bits lar.
ahhas(:
you know after that we were walking home and then we heard a cat meowing.
so we were like sneaking into the condo.ahhhas.
long story.
dun feel like talking bout it.
erms then we went home lor(:
ahhhas.
everything was fine today lar.
love that special thing for the special guy (:

<3.
In love and death.
11:33:00 PM

20050626

ahhhas.yesterday midnight was fun.at least for that ten minutes.(:
was sleeping in my parents room for the sake of aircon.but then mom felt uncomfy so she off the aircon and she switched on the lights.i was sleeping near the wall,and then my mom shouted'ahhhh!cockcroach ah!!!' then for that second,i rolled,stood up and ran behind the door.my dad was like,'aiya smack it lor.' but then what he din know was,the cockroach knows how to fly!so mom and i was like taking refuge.then my 2nd sis,her bf and tangle came out of the room and then ask what happened.then we were like,'got flying cockcroach ah!' so my sis,mom and me took refuge,leaving her bf and tangle there fighting with the cockcroach.my dad heck cared and continue sleeping.so i pointed to the cockcroach and say 'kaka'.so tangle went in and find the pest.my mom say,'tangle,bite until the cockcroach die!' but then the cockcroach too,take refuge under the plastic basket and tangle cannot take him out.he was like stand by the basket,waiting for the target to come out.my mom moved the basket and HAH! my sis's bf caught the pest and placed it inside a plastic bag.we were like, 'phewww'.and the poor tangle still dunno we have already caught the pest,he was still sniffing around the corner until we told him its over le lar.then he went to my sis's room and continue his sleep.ahhhas.the thing ended at 215am.(:

<3.
In love and death.
4:05:00 AM

20050625

im utterly down.hardly spoke to a human today.8/10 of my words today were to my dog.
so what if me and him smses?uhh blahs.dun wanna say anything bout him.just find that waiting for a guy/gurl who just dun care bout your feelings even they clearly know that you likes him/her is absolutely wasting time.in another few more weeks,5 months of waiting has passed.what the?i dunno if he's worth it or not,but i just cant stop myself from not thinking bout him.i dun need him.i know.but when you feel sad or down,dun you want someone you truly loves to be by your side?kiss your forehead,hold your hand and tell you that everything's gonna be alright?who doesn't want a person to be by your side everytime you needs him or what.dun anyone wants to be by his/her side every moment?and be his/her special someone?
hah.dun care lar.
just hope that this kind of life will be ending soon.
no more waiting.
its worthwhile but it's getting sick.

<3.
In love and death.
9:51:00 PM

20050624

i woke up at 11+ this morning,awoke by yonnie's call.
he was asking me bout the movie thing.
then after that gwen call and ask me if i wanna join them for lunch.
so i went.
we ate seoul gardens(:
YUMMY-
then after that we were late for the movie.
so we ran and we got lost and whatever lar.
erms.
i think we only lost the very first part lar
initial d is nice okay.
GWEN: JAY CHOU ROCKS MORE!
alrights.
then sat at the kfc for 'round 1 hr.
ahhhas
took a shuttle bus back to city hall.
then kenyon and hexiang need to go back first.
so me and gwen went shopping at raffles city.
i tell you what.
those things there are SPLENDID.
especially the PRINT shop.
they sells really nice box.
ahhas.
and yups.
im saving up!
hmpphs.
then we alighted from the serangoon mrt station and walked home.
(:
gwen cudnt come my house tonight.
nevermind-
tomorrow then!
(:

actually i kinda misses youjing.
no one asks me out !
hahhs.
wonder how is her iceskating in malaysia (:
hope everything goes well.
(:

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In love and death.
1:46:00 PM

20050622

sometimes was wondering what on earth is happening exactly to me.
its me who is blowing hot and cold to him or is the one who is doing it.
i dunno-
i din dare to look at him straight in school even after we have gone out once.
):

anyway.
tomorrow's INITIAL D day.
thats better.
i can meet my jay chou.
(:

<3.
In love and death.
9:18:00 PM

20050621

hmmms.
lemme think.
went doing hw the whole day @ j8 with ilene.
done with most?
i dunno lar.
dun feel like thinking about it.
it seemed that it has been a long tym since i last talked to him.
but then its not that LONG actually.
gg back to school tomorrow.
for the nursing lesson.
(:
see ya!

<3.
In love and death.
7:02:00 AM

20050620

ayou never came ):

you never came ):

just came back from ps.
hmmms.shopped around?
actually is went to cine first.
then had lunch with yeeling and ilene.
hmms.
yeaps.
then made ilene angry.
so she started ignoring the two of us.
then we saw xingkai.
ahhhas.
yeaps.
then while leaving
so junkai and his friends lar.
dunno who.
yeaps.
then went to heeren and do nothing.
searched for the bird thongchai cd.(:
wanted to go to fareast initially
but then we walked the wrong way and ended up in ps.
ahhas.
superb sehh?
then went to spotlight and shopped for something special.
grins(:
then had dinner
ahhhas.
just like that.

maybe life is really splendid.(:

<3.
In love and death.
6:58:00 AM

you never came ):

you never came ):

<3.
In love and death.
6:51:00 AM

20050619

you never came ):

STINGRAY!

yesterday was like a LONGG day.
woke up and accompanied youjing to lunch and then
pei my pap to 'work'
after that met gwen for dinner @ chomp chomp.
we ordered two BIG jugs of sugarcane juice.
and finished it off.
(:
we ordered stingray,char kway tiao and oh-lua.
(:
yummy(:
then we went to bugis initially wanting to take neos.
but then ended up watching mr and mrs smith.
ahhhas.
then the show ended at 11.45pm
so we took a bus home and i reached home at 'round 12.15?
ahhhas.
yeap.
just like that(:

<3.
In love and death.
9:13:00 PM

you never came ):

it's PAPA day!
just come back from outside.
went to 'work' with pap.
actually just enjoying the lorry ride.
hee.(:
woke up this morning because of youjing's call.
thought anything happened.
she asked me out for lunch.
then went-
and bought a PIGGY KEYCHAIN!
yippees.
so cute.
nevermind.
then ask her to buy piggy things from msia.
(x
thankies.

HAPPY PAPA DAY!

<3.
In love and death.
1:18:00 AM

20050617

i love you. simple as that.

BATMAN BEGINS!!!
today.
went out with him and he talked lotsa craps
was great fun.
(x
well.
dun wanna blog so much already.
later some great friends of weilong will copy paste my post and show to those bballers.
right xianyao and kamseng?
thanks loads man.
bye.

<3.
In love and death.
6:33:00 AM

20050615

i love you. simple as that.

myfaceonFRIDAY!
yayy!
my face is like OKAY!
i mean was like scrubbing off those dead skins on my face.
and just leaving a small lil' part which refuses to drop.
bleahs.
i still have ONE more day.
hope it will heals before that.
gotta put lotsa creams.
ahhhahs.
aww man.
cant believe that friday is coming soon.
dunno what to wear.
my spine chills even when i just thinking of the BIG BIG day.
you know.
its like-
you have never had a dream came true.
and now that your 'supposedly' prince asked you out for a movie.
(x
ahhhahs.
im so lucky.
maybe thats to make up the uglyness right now of me.
(:
yayhees.

went to huixian's house today.
huijing yeeling and ilene went too.
then we applied the cream that huijing brought.
it was like.
so GREAT!
we just used the tissue and wipe.
and you will see the skins dropping off.
ahhhahs./
COOL.
just love that cream to bits.
then went home and sleep.
even before i had my dinner.
my dinner was like
FABULOUS?!
the menu was:
crab,bird nest,chicken wings.
ahhhahs!
BIRD'S NEST leii .
my fave-
mmuaacckkxx. (x
but the crab wasnt nice.
no meat at all.
ahhhahs.
NEVERMIND!

then had a 'conversation' in french with my sister.
we just read from her book.
she knew quite alot but i dunno.
except for jolie stands for pretty.
and blahs.
so there was like something like
c'est il plait and whatsoever.
then the conversation was bout FOOD.
so i was just translating shit.
i say:
'oh this means that he wants a salad with tomatoes and carrots and he asked if she wants it too.
then she says no she detests carrots and tomatoes.she prefer plaits.(which this plaits is obviously from the c'est il plait)'
then my sister say:
'huh?what thing plait?"
i anyhow say:
"oh plait.you know plait?that means it's you char kway in french.
that means she prefers to eat you char kway.'
ahhhahs.
anyway.
my sister just PENG.
but the actual meaning of that word is: please.
ahhhahs.
to think i change it until to..
ahhhas.
i think french must be hating me.
(x

ilene's coming to my house right now!
(x
the time now is:
1.19am sharp.
ahhhahs.
and shes taking a cab to my house right now.
havoc.
HIP-HOP ah?
ahhhahs.
you shud know what i mean.
aww-
alrights.

thank buddha that my face is HEALING!
by TOMORROW!
yeaps.
hopefully-
(: twinkle!

<3.
In love and death.
10:21:00 AM

20050614

awww.
my face is likeKANASAI.
patches everywhere on the face.
how am i gg to go out on friday?!
then i asked my pap if the other pieces of skins will drop anot.
then pap say
'yala yala everywhere will drop the.legs will drop hands will drop then the hair also will slowly dropped.'
kao-

nevermind-
(:
something miraculous happened to me yesterday night.
yippee.
(x
i still cant believe it.

they say that
a hot shower after sunburn will heals the skins faster.
):
what the hell ?

<3.
In love and death.
5:00:00 AM

20050613

hees.
quite alot to blog.
sinceSATURDAY.
well-
went SENTOSA on that day.
then they were late.
and i was all alone in the early morning at serangoonMRT.
yups.
then we went to harbourfront and meet the rest of them.
we were like the only ones who wore racerback.
hahass.
kindaSPECIAL?
(x
then we went to the hawkercentre and eat.
then you know.
some guys say that they wanna know me.
hees(:
but i din go talk to him.
just smile and get over with it.(:
then went to SILOSO BEACH!
and just played lar.
then keep playing with water.
kept taking photos.
then youjing was calling ilene.
then i heard onion.
so i was like
if ilene is onion then im garlic
and youjing is ginger.
hahas
.(:
well.
CRAPS.
then just suntan all the way.
and now BURNT
.hurts.
hahas.
(:
then after that went back home and SLEEP.

SUNDAY.
actually nothing much.
was just crapping 'round on MSN.
then went to watch doggy show with ilene and youjing.
hahas
.they keep wanting the dogs to jump over those high levels.
yucks.
it was like torturing the doggy.
and please./
the dog is not wong weilong and it cant jump over 168cm okay?
yuckies.
(x
then youjing say.
why dun you ask weilong come and compete with those dogs.
haahs.
SARCASTIC.
(:
grins.
then we felt BORED.
so we took a train to somerset @ 8pm.
(:
its been so long since we last went to orchard at night.
alrights.
so we just walked around until 9+and we went home and SLEEP.
hees.
still wondering if he got into the finals.(:

TODAY
din go to remedial.
din feel like/.
it was like so SIAN.
then went j8 and meet youjing and ilene again.
hahas.
i see them EVERYDAY.
okay.
then we went CINELEISURE and catch a movie.
GHOST TRAIN!
shiok.
you know what?
when we went in to the theatre,me and ilene were like'dun watch le lar.'
cuz.
there's only 3 of us in the whole theatre and we are watching a horror movie.
even the movie hasnt start,
i felt eerie enough already.
(:
then ilene and i was like
faster come in leh those people.
then finally.
2 gurls came in
.(:
hahas
.at least the ambience is not that EERIE anymore/.
(:
gagas.
ilene kept cover her eyes.
then i was like.
'siao ah.watch movie cover your eyes?waste money.'
hahas.
but she was scared lar.
(x
ME TOO.
the movie overall wasNICE ba.(:
then after that just shopped around heeren.
and then went back to bishan cuz ilene got track/.
yups.(:
maybe meeting han later on to celebrate her bdae.
but dun feel like.):

grins.
alrights.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HUIJING AND YUNHAN!

HIM.MIH.IMH.LOVE.EVOL.OLEV.VEOL.EOVL.VOLE.I. ILOVEHIM (:

<3.
In love and death.
3:04:00 AM

20050610

-Get A Little; r e t r o p u n k`

it spells S-E-N-T-O-S-A!
today was like.
hmmms?
woke up this morning @ 7.
din wanna go remedial cuz i din finish my maths homework.
den yeeling called me and ask if im going or not.
den she din wanna go too.
(:
after that venice called.
and ask where am i.
miss ng din even go to school
and left him amir and emily waiting.
hahs.
heng never go.
anyway.
went out with youjing and yeeling after that to buy huijing's present.
nothing to buy actually.
but still bought.
after that youjing hafta go for her tuition with wingyan.
so.
yeap just like that.
hahas.
ive become another one talking w/o fullstops.
BLEAHS.

YAYS!
so there's misunderstanding between me and him!
gagas.
(x

SENTOSA PEEPS!!!!
I'M COMINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!

<3.
In love and death.
4:45:00 AM

20050608

-Get A Little; r e t r o p u n k`

hmmms?
hmmms.
dun feel like going to sleep.
he had his match today.
dunno if he got into the finals.
its now 233am.
tangle/maomao and maomao#2 has already sound asleep.
im the only one in this house who is AWAKE.
barrhs-
was BORED just now.
read through my archives since may last year.
(x
found out that im so damn DUMB!
hahas.
its like when i was reading until..july.
i was thinking eh? who i liked that tym.
then when i read until march.
i was like thinking again.
then i realized..
eh?its weilong already ma.
haahs.
oopsie.sorrie to enclose.
but i think 99%of those who reads my blog knows that i like him.
(:
not as much now.
and was like:
omg.i was so CRAZY over him that tym.
hahas.feel so disgraced-
(:
changed my blogskin again.
wanted something retro vintage and punkie.
so.
maybe this one fits the bills.
hees`
wanna know whats inside yeeling's video.
hahas.
EXCITED!

<3.
In love and death.
11:38:00 AM

20050606

you will never be replaced;

is giving up the only option?
missed those days when me and him can actually talk from night to morning without stopping.
but everthing has changed.
my heart is broken`

<3.
In love and death.
9:39:00 PM

you will never be replaced;

you will never be replaced;

<3.
In love and death.
9:39:00 PM

well.
yesterday went jurongeast to support youjing for her iceskating competition.
she got the second.
she was like so BIG.
that the whole papadum gang and me went to watch(:
but icepalace was cold at tyms.
took loads of picture-
loved youjing's hair(:
its so shiny.
hees.
there were those little gurls and boys who were skating as pros.
and they spin until it seems that they din have any heads.
hahas.sorrie cant think of anymore appropriate words to describe.(:
then went home.
the MRT ride was like so darn long
but me tracy and huixian chatted all the journey back.
after that ilene me and huixian had our dinners@mosburger.
than went home and slept until this morning.
then went to the mathsremedial.
was darn boring.
and yeap.
hahas.
thats all.

todays the awful day.
8months-
):
takecare darlings(:

<3.
In love and death.
2:39:00 AM

20050604

hmmms.
meet huina for lunch this afternoon.
wanted to lunch at chompchomp but then they werent open.
so went to macs.
ate then went to suntec and meet yunhan.
at the bookfair.
so we went.
and huina says she wanna shop alone.
so went hanging around with yunhan.
then we went to carrefour.
not sure what we bought.
then just hanged around and talked craps.
went to eat again.
then ate icecream@macs.
then suddenly she say'the xing-dunno what one',
pointing out of the glasswindow.
so i looked out.
there was no one call xing-dunnowhat.
then i realized that its xingkai.
hahas.erms.din saw him but he saw me and he din say hi.
what the hell .
but he did say hi in the sms.
):
too bad his good basbetball mate wasnt with him.
bLo0pX!
alrights.
so went home and sleep and woke up now.
facing the fact that i cant get into dreamland anymore.
so now crapping with huina.
talking bout who's prettier.
OF COURSE,ITS ME.(:
hahas.
anyway tomorrow going to watch youjing iceskating competition.
hoped that she will win!
DO US PROUD,JING!
(:

<3.
In love and death.
10:03:00 AM

20050603

wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:

stopbeingCLICHE.
went to east coast with dad mom grandmom and tangle yesterday.
dad and me went to swim and we tried to make tangle go down too.
but,what really disappointed us was,this dog is afraid of water.
we were like,hoping that this little dog of mine will swim with us.
but he din even dared to touch the water.
):
anyway.
me and sanjie brought tangle to serangoon gardens at night.
sat at the happy daze and ate banana split.
lingered around,waited for erjie to come and join us.
then we had more cups of drinks and played UNO there.
the bill was freaking long.
we all got irritated.
then we went home.
yeaps-

went to jb just now.
bought loads of goodies to eat.
on the way home theres a jam.
so gobbled up all my goodies in the car.
(:
chocolates and cheese.
mumm`mmumms.

was watching teevee and tangle suddenly went to the door.
i followed as he dun usually goes there.
then
he vomitted.
some kinda yellowish thing.
twice.
din know why.
but he still seems to be fine.
luckily he is going to the doctor tomorrow.
wonder how much will be his surgery fees?

yeaps.
im freaking bored at home.
wanna go out on monday.
(:
anyone?

- llyfe iish so mmeaninggless wwithhoutt yyou. ttears arre tturnning iinto ttymm .` `

<3.
In love and death.
3:11:00 AM

20050601

wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:

MONSTER IN LAW. (:
YESTERDAY-
went out with peifen. and partly with xinfang and joan cuz they wanted to tag along with us.
anyway.
we went to cineleisure.
peifen xinfang and joan ate pastamania and accompany them to eat.
then after that we went to see the timings for monster-in-law.
there wasnt anymore tickets for the 3.30 one so we bought the 5.25 one.
we went to take neoprints.
and at first when i was going out to change money.
joan wanted to stand outside and scare us/
but in fact it was me who scare her.
hahas.
then after that went heeren and walk walk.
saw jacqueline peihua whitney they all.
whitney and her twin sister was like,photocopied.
they both looked very pretty,looked like sari.
then went back to cine again.
while takeing the lift,we saw xijie.
but he din see us.
when we wanted to take lift down again,
he wasn't there already.
so we went cheers to buy drinks.
and smuggled it into the cinema.
and we were late.
by a few minutes i think.
hees.
anyway.
monster in law was nice.
i think i would rather breakup with my boyfriend if i had this kinda mother in law.
(x
hope not.

<3.
In love and death.
10:11:00 PM