TINGYUAN(:

2005-09-06T21:41:00.000-07:00

RELINK ME.
http://vintagegrunge.blogspot.com

2005-09-05T19:37:00.000-07:00

YOU GUYS JUST CANT WAIT TO KILL ME OFF,AM I RIGHT?
SHUT IT UP MAN.
STOP THE FAKING!
TELL ME STRAIGHT!

2005-09-05T08:30:00.000-07:00

i think this bbq is a sucess? although peepos felt hungry in the end. :D

firstly, i haf to thank e papadum members :
ilene yeeling huixian huijing who helped me shopped for e food and brought them bk from s'goon central bk to my house,
coming over to my house early in e morn and gg to pasir ris park to set up all e things (: thks thks thks.

secondly,those who helped me set up e fire and cook e food:
especially,huixian agn,e aspired chicken wing barbeque-r! (:
kamseng,who kept watching over e fire(:
mingnan,who helped me bbq almost all e chicken wings in e end! (:

thirdly,those who gave me birthday presents!
although i dont rly like soft toy,but well,what matters most is e sincerity yeah! thks(:(:

'fourthly',
i rly wanna thks those bballers for e surprise! :D
thks weilong and junkai for going out to buy e nice nice birthday cake w/o telling me(:
bt sry din rly enjoyed it because of e flour war then!
thks thks thks (:(:

for those who ton:
gwen yunhan mingnan weilong junkai xingkai alex ilene youjing yeeling cassandra huixian,
thks for staying up e whole night and celebrate my bdae (:
i rly miss that night much much
for e next bbq party, i rly hope all of u will be there!
:D :D

no more mazes pls! (:

tingyuan[x]
updated-

i wanna lay like this forever,
until e sky falls down on me.

2005-09-01T20:53:00.000-07:00

herbie: fully loaded.

e title are trying to tell you that,if u are rly loaded then u go and watch it.
otherwise,i would rather u spend e money on my bdae present! (:
catch it tdy.believe me,its rather boringgggg ;

haha.
thnks to kenyon and hexiang(:
for buying me e butterfly wallet.
(:(:
lalaa~

still haf to finish up e powerpoint =/
gtg.
bye!
(:

twotwotwotwotwotwo (:(:

weilong mingnan kamseng alex xingkai junkai huina huijing huixian ilene yeeling manda sindy yunhan gwen peifen nicole yanyi cassandra gladys samantha hexiang kenyon bobby alfie jianyi daren toh zhipang brady norman (:(:
those who are alrd confirmed gg to my bbq! (x
thanks thanks thanks.
30/=

tingyuan[x]
updated-

wo bu nan guo ;
zhe bu suan shen me.

2005-08-31T17:09:00.000-07:00

haha.he cried tdy =/

tchers day.
nthg much.just e same old thing evry year;
oh well.
went to j8 after that.
catch 'charlie and e chocs factory'.
okay fine.this movie showed long long ago-
and its freakg coldd~
i kinda feel sad.
shant tell u why! (:

tingyuan[x]
updated-

If you'd only let me be the one to hold you;
And keep you here with me,
Cause I'm trying trying to forget you girl.

2005-08-30T06:09:00.000-07:00

i may sound abit.you know.bad lar,or what.
but you know,for those who wanna buy me a present.
this is what i want lar.

1. adidas black and pink bag!
2. wenting's wallet ; black version!
3. pencil case.BIG one!
4. quiksilver sling bag ;its a fake lar (brown color)!
5. 64mb memory card -
6. something W something W somehting L.(:
7. PIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!(x
8. all of you to come to my BBQ!

bahbah.
im okay with all these alr.
haha(:
im nt THAT greedy.

tingyuan[x]
updated-

why do birds suddenly appear ;
everytime you are near?
just like me,they long to be ;
CLOSE TO YOU -

2005-08-30T00:37:00.000-07:00

12.30am sharp ;
im supposed to use the internet for online chinese dictionary because apparently,i cant find mine!but there's this stupid thing,i cant even search for one!all those come out frm yahoo and google are craps lar!what the hell!should have gone to sleep than meddling with this kinda stuffs! GRRRR-
anyway,ive gave up on this poems thing.gotta do 3 poems and translate one from a malay name to chinese name.gotta pass up by 30/08/2005,chinese lesson.tell you what,im not be able to finish it. =/
so i must as well come here and blog.haha(:
had oral.and e conversation was like,i only rmb telling ms lau that i wanna be a pilot.e brush teeth part i've forgotten 80% of it.HAHA!well,what should we do is just continue our lives and wait for e results to appear on our damn grey color report bk. =;)
so e bbq is on.around 40 ppl are invited(: plus and minus those who are not gg and those who will be dragged there.(:
IT'S THIS SATURDAY OKAYYYY!
heehee.
im so lking forward to this annual thing.
and wish that something miraculous will happen to me on that day ;
but well,
since its miraculous.its 95% to impossible.
IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.
haha.what the hell lar.i go and sleep le (:
DUNN MISHH MWEE WORRX! (ewww..)

tingyuan[x]
updated-

we both know ;
it's better if we just let it go (:

2005-08-28T12:48:00.000-07:00

blogged just to reply my darling's tags(:
yups.thnk goodness yeeling and cassandra will be coming over straight after their performance(:
yay!
dont wry.tk your time.i thnk i will make it a 3 days 2 nights thing.lyk staying over on fri and sat.so we'll pack up and leave only on sunday morning.haha=;)
haha.sounds like a m'sia tour or something like that.
to my girlfriends ; make sure that you guys come kay(: but you guys have to accompany to shop for bbq stuffs and food larr.and helping me to clear up e mess after the crazzaye night(:
goshh -
i just cant wait for my birthday to arrive!
YIPPEEE~!

tingyuan[x]
updated-

sheng ri kuai le ;
wo dui zi ji shuo.

2005-08-27T19:26:00.000-07:00

yay!
ive found a sponser for my birthday bbq party!my beloved dajieis giving me a sum of money(: hehheh.in exchange for i give up nicky lee's and alex to's original cd =/
im thnking.if i shud have a bbq party or go kbox.but i know if i celebrate my bdae at kbox,huixian wudnt be gg.and my e3 darlings and other friends wudnt be gg too.so i must well get a bbq party with everyone gg(: and thats cheaper too.
but e problem is ; yeeling and cassandra has choir performance =/ they cant celebrate w me.huina says that we stay over and blah blah blah.i just hope that all my BELOVEDS are able to make it(:

i hope you can make it too~

tingyuan[x]
updated-

wo de xin dao di li ni you duo yuan ;
nan dao zhen de mei you shen me rang ni liu lian.

2005-08-27T11:24:00.000-07:00

huina is such a nuisance,tagged my blog for so many times!
=;/ --- haha,new icon!depressed moustached-fella!
yay.
ive done most all e home econs coursework and that makes me so relieved!
ilene manda and huina will be in charge of other things which i haven add(:
lala~
they are doing e reflections thing!not me~
hehheh(:
i wanna go out!

tingyuan[x]
updated-

wo zhi xiang yong wo zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni.

2005-08-26T18:43:00.000-07:00

to my darling huina :
tears are nothing but water that tastes salty ;
don't let it flow down your cheeks for him anymore.

dont thnk too much darling(: whatever may happenes,we will be here for you and thats something no one can replace '
rest assured that everything will pass,like a cloud,very quickly ;
and soon you will be able to see the moon and stars again ( :

lovelove.always -

ive signed up for e superstar( :

tingyuan[x]
updated-

i knew i loved you ;
before i met you.

2005-08-25T21:45:00.000-07:00

oral tdy =/
this must be e most horrible chinese oral i've ever had.e conversation sucks totally lar.e passage is lyk,wat the hell lor?i felt like readg tongue-twister.i kept repeating that stupid paragraph,wanted to practise more but xinmin finished so fast!GRRR-

luckily,nothing much went wrong for e passage part.mdm nah said,'very good( :' HEHHEH(: at least im quite satisfied for e passage part lar.bt e conversation...WHAT THE HELL LAR,I FORGOTTEN SO MANY WORDS!mine is regarding SMS thing.then i forgot hw to say exceed and beginning of e month in chinese.and mdm nah had this look,a 'i know u always sms weilong' look.and that makes me feel like so terrifieddd~

cried drng assembly lar,i'm just being emotional,nothing much.for those who rly cares about me,well don't worry too much kay?im fine.i just didnt get over e weilong's stuffs thoroughly,but well,i would.went to tp w wenting after oral.was lyk slackg at e foodcourt,trying to choose a song for e peirce superstar thing?and we couldnt remember so many songs and we got so fed uppp. ( :

oh huina.thks for e swt swt name you've given me( : and thks for being beside me whenever i needed you.although i sound mushy but,you knw,since i dont haf a boyfriend,i have to say these things to you first.once i have a boyfriend,i will forget all about you!
im just kidding, mrs phakathorn asawathemetha! (did i spelled it correctly?)

tingyuan[x]
updated-

look at the stars,
look how they shines for you( :

2005-08-24T23:45:00.000-07:00

ive changed my blogskin to a kinda butterflies one,which slightly make e end of my day happier(:
anyway,had a GREAT GREAT laugh tdy in school with juliet,seah hui and ilene.juliet was like gg to e dnt room and kept talking to mingnan who was sawing his thing.mingnan was nice lar,still talk to us.bt i din focus on what they were talking about,i was looking at e one behind mingnan ;
then juliet started di siao-ing weilong and i din dare to stand there.wanted to cry a few times,but in e end,i din.ive promised amanda if i cries,i'm a pig(: IM NOT!

then we went to e canteen and had a chat there lar.and juliet was like keep making e three of us laugh like there aint tomorrow!and she kept falling down e canteen chair which make us feel rly humoured!after that weilong was playing bball,and juliet decided to throw her fishball inside e bball net.and there she goes,e fishball rly went in and weilong had a great shock!haha.

then e dnt students finished up their stuffs and came to e canteen and sat kinda infront of us,including weilong lar.then juliet was like,kp disiao-ing her ahpa and we were like saying hw compatible is seah hui and juliet's ah pa.seah hui was shy lar!( :

e two tables was like,kp talking craps all e way.and juliet's ah pa was talking on e phone,juliet took my phone and shouted across 'wa lau so near still wanna talk on phone!' fact is,her ah pa isnt talking to her.haha!and you know what we say,we say 'tingyuan-weilong,juliet-mingnan,seahhui-ahpa,so leaving ilene with e two not-so-good choices.but we helped her made e choice,WHITE RABBIT! (x

when they left e table,weilong said bye to me.din wanna say bye back initially,but well,i said.i dont wanna say not because of i hated him,i rly dont hate him.but i just feel kinda embarrassed in front of him.thats why -

sorry juliet,keep making you walking to and fro dnt room.just to accompany me to look at you-know-who larr.( :

-tingyuan [x]
updatedd.

you hold me in your arms ;
and said once again you love me .

2005-08-21T21:47:00.000-07:00

I CRIED .
I WEEPED.
HOPING YOU WOULD CARE ;
FAT HOPE .
YOU WOUDN'T GIVE A DAMN .

2005-08-21T12:24:00.000-07:00

Like what I've written in my Friendster profile ;
Changes must be made to my life -
Yes,It's true,I need to change my life.
Firstly,this blogskin.
Wanted to change e address of it,but the thought of it make me sick-
Hence,I preferred to stay this way.
I've make it not possible for you guys to see my archives in this blog.
I don't want to get remembered of those unhappiness-
Yups.
Thks for the real minority people who are still caring for me and readg this blog.
It won't be a nuisance if you just tag lar(:
So,thks for all the consoles and stuffs all you guys have given me(x
I promised I will grow strong in a short time ; Yes I will.
But meanwhile,I still cant get him out of my mind.
So,bear w me.
When I'm okay,I will inform you guys. (:

Like whatever that happens,my greatest wish is still wanna be with you.

2005-08-20T19:46:00.000-07:00

ive uploaded all e pictures taken all these tym in my handphone (:
go and tk a look -
CLICK HERE!
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2122064654

2005-08-20T10:00:00.000-07:00

I don't know how to express how I feel now.Maybe words really can't say how depressed I am.But well,I'm relieved to know that you dont like me at all and you really likes her.She's your type of girl I think.I am not.Maybe you like girls with long hair,I'm sorry I snipped it off.
Dont feel guilty okay.It's really not your fault.
I still love you,for the time being.

2005-08-18T00:40:00.000-07:00

12.38am.

38min after WONG WEI LONG'S BIRTHDAY.

right now ;
mingzhen , ryan , ferdi , eidelwiss .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY

(x

2005-08-14T20:54:00.000-07:00

[ a n g ry - s e c t i o n ]
do you have a quick temper?
haha.yeap=/
what do you do when you're mad?.
scold and show attitude .
don tel uever made anyone cry when you weremad? who??
erms.i dont knw.maybe?
ever physically hurt someone when you weremad?.
maybe?i can hardly rmb.

[ c r y i n g - s e c t i o n ]
when was the last time you really cried your heartout?.
cant rmb.
ever cried yourself to sleep?.
yeaps(:
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?.
uh.ya-
do you cry when you get an injury?.
depends.
do certain songs make you cry?.
not rly?

[ p a i n - s e c t i o n ]
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to gothrough?.
breaking up w shawn tee.
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?.
starve myself to save money!
what's the worst thing you've done to somebodyelse?.
nt sure
ever had a painful break up.
yeah.w shawn tee. =/
[h a p p y section.]

are you normally a happy person?.
haha.duh!
what can make you happy?.
be w weilong ! (x
.do you wish you were happier?.
duh.
what makes you the happiest?.
everything makes me happy.ahhah(:
can music make you happy?
maybe?

[s e l f - e s t e e m section.]
do you believe in yourself?.
okayokay lor.
when people say they think you arepretty/cUte, do you deny you are?.
OF COURSE NOT!haha.
are you happy with who you are?
yeaps(:
do you wish you can be someone elsemost of the time?.
NO .

2005-08-14T13:47:00.000-07:00

I really can't stand quarrels anymore!
Especially with the DAMN KENYON PHUA =/
Quarrels must happened everytime we talks.
Goshh -
What kind of LIFE am I leading?
Something which I don't want?!
BLAHS.
Don't know what the hell I'm talking about agn .
=/

FEBRUARY FIFTEEN TWOTHOUSAND&FIVE
AUGUST FIFTEEN TWOTHOUSAND&FIVE
TOTAL = 6 MONTHS = /

2005-08-13T00:08:00.000-07:00

I hate my heart.
Gonna dig it out and cut it open.
Retrieve someone out.
Go to the top floor,jump
and DROP DEAD =/
Watched Bewitched.
Wasnt what I expected it to be.
Another $9.50 lost.
=/

2005-08-12T23:32:00.000-07:00

BIRDBIRDBIRDBIRDBIRDBIRDBIRDBIRDBIRDBIRDBIRDBIRDBIRD!
First,I was obsessed w SHITs.
Now,I am obsessed w BIRDs!
(x

I'm nuts!
Carnival tomorrow,gonna help out.
=/
bahbah -

HAPPY 5TH MONTHS,
SHEN HUINA ; MA WEISHENG !

HAPPY 1ST MONTH,
LEE PEIFEN ; CHEN JUNQIANG!
PANG XINYI ; PAN ZUTING!

LOVELOVELOVELOVE! (:

2005-08-12T22:44:00.000-07:00

SHAN'T BE BLOGGING UNTIL I FOUND A NICER BLOGSKIN (:

I LOVE BIRDS !
WO SHI YI ZHI XIAO XIAO XIAO XIAO NIAO .~

I din get e job =/

沈慧娜！马伟胜！
哈比五个月！　
（：　

2005-08-09T18:58:00.000-07:00

Guess mine is not the first heart broken
My eyes are not the first to cry
I'm not the first to know
There's just no getting over you.

Watching e NDP now.And Ilene's sleeping(: It's lame to watch e NDP agn.When it isnt nice at all. =/
Din knw that Gladys and Kamseng share e same birthday.Haha,what a coincidence(: I'm determined to buy that wallet I think.It's like so damn cool(: Hehheh.But my pocket is going to explode.I dont mind lar,for the sake of something/someone special(x

I'm so glad that my darling triumph bra is so alright.He was suspected of contracting stomach cancer at first.But now,everything is okay! PHEW~

I'm hopelessly devoted to you~

2005-08-09T00:04:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Cool isn't it?Singapore is 40 years old nw!Haha.Daniel's 14 nw!Ooh,you too,please act like ure age yeah?!
National Day Celebration wasn't that BORED too.It was quite fun singing and dancing e songs.He won a prize lar.Erms,he was handsome.Haha.Oops,shan't talk much about him here.Lest someone copy paste it for him to see.But undoubtedly,he's handsome.For the first time,his voltage was HIGH.=P

The wallet from wallet shop is COOL.It will be mine lar,after I get my money on Wednesday(:

Watch e korean movie tdy.Wasn't bad.It's just that I wasted my money=/ I spent half of e time sleeping in e theartre.BOO!Nevermind,I never will catch my forty-winks in my next movie.HEHHEH!

Probby going with my 2 BRAS on Wednesday!Yippee!It's been so long since we last went out.Or did we ever go out?I mean,in e sense of just e 3 of us.Haha,DOUBTED SERIOUSLY!

I've had another new nickname from youjing they all agn.=/
BIRD TING YUAN!
What the dragon right?Oh my.Haha!

Someone confessed to me that he likes me!Oh my god.Hehheh(:

2005-08-07T18:12:00.000-07:00

WE DIDNT QUARREL (:
Just this has made me happy.
I Love You, Boy.

Gonna go RED tomorrow (: With my girlfriends.I've bet with Ilene to see if HE* will wear red to school tomorrow.I bet he won't.1 buck is mine!Meanwhile,I lost 1 buck to Ilene already.Because she bet that he will reply and I bet otherwise.She won,obviously.But I'm happy losing e one buck(x.
I'm so obsessed with SHITS now.I am like keep drawing it whenever I feel bored.Haha.Many versions of them.If you want your shit form,just tell me,I will draw it for you in 5 minutes(:
BIRD THONG CHAI is out agn(: YOUJING,I KNW U ARE GG TO BUY HIS ALBUM!
SABAI SABAI~~

WL = WA LAU .

2005-08-07T03:18:00.000-07:00

2005-08-06T12:52:00.000-07:00

I'm so DARN grateful to HUIJING(: She got me a JOB! Haha and I needn't worry a thing about the MONEY thing already.
The next thing I'm going to do is to save up the money I get from work everyday and buy weilong his birthday present with my FIRST ever pay!And I will treat Huijing to a meal too; (x

Sorry if I have made you embarrassed that day ; I din mean any bad intentions .

2005-08-05T21:39:00.000-07:00

1.hair color: natural and original (:
2.eye color : natural and original (:
3.skin tone: TANNED!
5.long or short hair: short.
6.piercings: at e most, two .
7.scars: of course!wat’s a man w/o scars?!
8.big butt or little: (x
9.straight: duhh
10.outgoing or shy: both -
11.sarcastic or sincere: both -
12.should he/she have a best friend: duhh
13.should she/he have lots of guy/gal friends: not my problem .
14.should he/she love his/her mother: haha it’s fine but not too mama’s boy
15.should he/she watch guy/girl movies: okay lar I don’t care
16.be smart: yeapyeap
17.be funny: YEAH!
18.be sweet: need not .
19.kiss on the first date: n im okay with it (:
20.lay under the stars with you: HEHHEH!
21.write poetry about you: don’t want lar, too mushy.
22.call you honey, sweetie, or baby: need not.
23.hang out with you and YOUR friend: don’t want.
24.hold your hand: OF COURSE.
25.kiss you: yeapyeap ;
26.sing to you: if his singing is nice.

I woudnt say I love you forever when I don't even know what will happen tomorrow ;
I love you, boy .

2005-08-05T20:04:00.000-07:00

I thought I could run away from you and never think about you ever again.
I cant.

To my dearest brother:
Don't waste your time on such girl,such relationship; the soured relationship.She may be a good friend but she ain't a good girlfriend.

I'm desparately searching for a job.I hope Huijing can help me find one=/ I nearly gave up on going Xi'An.But my darlings managed to convince me to go lar.So I have to get a job as soon as possible to cover the expenses in Xi'An.Hoped so;Crossed fingers.

You are the one that I want.

Happy Birthday Amanda and Siti .
<3>

2005-08-03T20:52:00.000-07:00

I doubt that I can live any longer ;

tkcare ; my dearies .
i may sound pathetic .
bt then every wrd i say, may come true.
ive been so sickly nowadays,
panadols are popped in to my mouth everynow and then.
i just think dat seeing doctors are simply a waste of money.
it's always e same words that they will say,
give you a mc letter and forty bucks are gone.
i dont want.
it always seems that i am healthy as ever after visiting e clinic.
whats there to be afraid of?
at e most,i die.
it's only that i will regret.

regret that i can never be with him ;
regret that i can never be a pilot ;
regret that i can never see him again .

buddlha bless.
i wanna get a job real soon .

2005-08-02T02:14:00.000-07:00

Wearing her new-bought white silk long dress,something like a wedding gown,she stood in front of the full-length mirror with golden borders around it.Her long brown smooth hair was lying comfortably on her chest.She was so pretty that she could hardly believe the girl in the reflection was her.She was going to meet a boy who asked her out.A handsome and suave young man.But did she likes her,she had no idea either.She wanted to give it a try,just to forget the boy she truly loves.

Five minutes later,she was still standing in front of the mirror.Dazed.What went wrong in her mind?How can she give it a try to these things?No,she told herself.She knew who she wanted to be with,to spend time in a serious relationship with the boy she loves deeply.It was still the boy,nothing has ever changed.She wouldn't even glance at other boys ever again.In her heart,that particular boy is the most perfect and most good-looking guy in the world.She will continue to wait for him,no matter how many torments she have to endure.

Written;

TingYuan(:

Is something going to happen to me on the 12th of August 2005?

2005-08-01T17:04:00.000-07:00

I give up ;
Idont wanna try loving another person .
I love only YOU ,
no matter how hard it will be .

YOU .

2005-07-31T18:49:00.000-07:00

He is always there for me,whenever I needed him.No,he isn't the absolute basketballer that I've liked.He's another guy.He is perfect,he is nice.But I just can't seem to fall in love with him.
Maybe we're really not meant to be.
=/

2005-07-30T14:14:00.000-07:00

1.what made you happy this week ?
this week?charlie and the chocolate factory are coming! (x
2.what made you sad this week?
quarrels and bitches?
3.has someone/somebody make u happy lately?
hah.charlie and willy wonka i think-
4.how are you feeling at the moment?
BORED =/
6.are you the type of person who easily gets hurt?
so-so?
7. do you cry?
don't u ?
8.have you ever been to a point in your life that you've thought about giving up?
yeah.when i was in primary 4 - haha!
9. the last movie you watched?
its been ages since i last entered the movie theartre.i seriously dun remember.
10. with who?
i dont know .
11. the last song you heard?
summer nights ; greased lightning.(:
12. the last time you spent ur money?
buying food from the canteen? =/
.13. the last place you went?
downstairs.
14. the last food you ate?
famous amos chocolatechips cookies,dipped into the freshly squeezed pure white milk (:
15. the last thing you heard from your parents?
mama lei?go out already ah?
16. the last thing you said to your parents?
no.sleeping.
17. the last thing you said to one of your friends?
i see.
18. the last thing you read?
this.
19. the last person you called?
yeeling?that dated back to last afternoon.
20. the last person who called you?
no idea.
21. the last person who msg you?
darren?
.22. the last person who said you're pretty/handsome?
heh.no idea.
23. the last person who msg you at friendster?
erms.joseph?
24. the last person who chat with you in MSN?
ilene.
25. the last person you're with?
i dont know.
26. the last person you kissed goodnight?
hah!tangle!
27. the last person you kicked?
tangle-(:
28. the last person you think of before going to sleep?
weilong.
29. the last thing you're going to do before going to sleep?
close my eyes.
30. the last time you went clubbing?
erms.2 years later.
31. What song r u listening now?
none.
32. handphone brand?
nokia.
33.wat would u do if sumone tells u he/she likes u?
depends.
34. where do u live?
serangoon ave 2.(:
35. what can't you live without?
darlings,money,family(:
36. Who are you thinking of right at this moment?
weilong?
37. what do you want most?
to fall in love.heh(:
38. what would best describe you?
spastic! (x
39. who do you hate?
i dont hate.
40. What do you hate?
smoking?
41. what do you look forward to?
MONDAY!
42. Few words before we call it a day?
if ure reading this,ure as insane as me! (:

2005-07-30T12:42:00.000-07:00

I'm bored!

Actually I have a something in my mind,I wanna join other CCA and quit my current one.I dislike it!And I wanna go out!I wanna write a compo!Haha! =P
I wanna go school!Just at this moment.But then,we'll be having 3 tests on Monday!Aww man,this sucks the entire world la.
My maths is like,gawd damn shit?!I hardly know how to do any of the remedial worksheets Miss Ng handed me.BOO!I wanna pass this test so badly!
I'm sick!Everytime I'm sick,something will happen to my LOVE life!Previously,when I fell sick when I have a boyfriend,that relationship will end!Then what will happen when I'm sick and I don't have a boyfriend?!Haha,I bet everything will stay the same!
I'm so damn addicted to Bewitched!I wanna be a witch.Well,not those with crooked and long nose!I wanna twitch my nose and then,AHHAH!I will then get what I want!
bLo0pX!I wanna miss someone,but there's hardly anyone for me to miss!
(:

2005-07-29T14:05:00.000-07:00

THE SILLY GURL*

I feel so happy,I have finally changed my blogskin into a retro one(: Retro is my life,in case you dont know,I've always wanted to live in the 70s'. Again, I didnt go to school and take the CCA photo,I feel pukish yknow.I feel like puking everynow and then,and I'm nauseous every moment.Seems like I'm pregnant,but I'm not.

I've been feeling down so I decided to message him yesterday night.Everything went WRONG! Haha!Sounds stupid I think,we had a small tiff.We don't think alike,we think otherwise- =/
So after 6 months of hanging,I've decided to give up on him,yes I would.I've been sickened about all this months of loving a guy whom I can't click with!

Precisely,if you were me,you would have felt sad that you have quarrelled with the one you loved.But hey,hell wrong!I don't feel sad at all. This is where I am sad about.I have lost all my love for him.And well,it's time to give up anyway.

Heaven knows when will I meet another one in my life...

(:
Thanks for reading.I owe you a SMOOCH*

2005-07-28T20:33:00.000-07:00

I HATE MY LIFE ;

I HATE EVERYTHING.

I HATE YOU!

2005-07-27T01:11:00.000-07:00

ive been craving for stories nowadays after the '5 people you meet in heaven'.wasnt that interested in mitch albom's another book 'tuesdays with morrie' so i din really read.now reading a book called 'the family ways',by tony parsons.its about 3 sisters lar,and its a lil' too adult,but then its still fine for me(:
ive got a short one here.i think huina will know who is the author-(:

theres a gurl whos crazy and deeply in love w/ this guy who aint that handsome or aint that smart.
but heaven know,
she just fall in love deeply w/ this particular guy.

her friends knew about it,
so everytym they see this guy,
they will tease the gurl by saying
'hey hes here!hes here!'
although the gurl will act as if nothing happened,
deep down her heart,
she is hoping that this guy will turn around and say hi to her.
even though its such a simple thing,
months later,he only said once.

the guy knew about her liking him,
clearly.
but everytym when this gurl is w/ her another friend.
the guy would choose to talk to her friend rather than her.
this gurl truly HEARTBROKEN but nobody can really see it.
what can she do?
theres nothing she can do except for continue waiting-

nobody really knows what this guy is thinking bout,i think.
=/

today was fun but im in no mood to blog about anything that happened today.if you wanna know the details,pop your mouse into my LINKS and search for huina's name,her name's w/ a strike.her post is full of details-
well,by the way,in case you guys dunno,the names w/ a strike means my dearest(:

SWIFT WON !

2005-07-24T17:15:00.000-07:00

changed my blogskin (:
not really changed.
just the picture and the words.
no more basket of chocolates):
I LOVE HIM,
but not this much anymore!

AUGUST15TH ;

I SWEAR TO MOTHER NATURE, I LOVE YOU THIS MUCH! (x

2005-07-20T20:44:00.000-07:00

din go school today.
erms pontangg lar-
then my dad thought i got headache again,
ahhas then i too,went along and say yeah headache(:
wonder what did i missd today in school.
gonna make it up tomorrow,
besides i have a mission to complete for my LOVELY BRAdder(:

nearly went to school after that for my dou dou class.
but then aiya did go lar,
cuz nobody wanted to accompany me ):

suddenly feel like cutting my hair short.
short like erms just short.
its not that i dun wanna tie up my hair everyday but then,
its like,i dun wanna be like just any other gurls.
but i cant bear to lose my long hair.
):
nevermind.
i think i will be cutting it.
(:

2005-07-20T02:19:00.000-07:00

it seems so long since i last blogged lar.
well cant get to sleep so just come and blog lor
(:
well.
went uber high today.
maybe cause im cooped inside ms ng's homeroom for 2 hrs;
me and zhengrui went siao.
he tied a his hair,like one bunch.
then i tied my hair into two ponytails and then clipped my fringe to a side.
wore yeeling and norman's glasses.
tucked in until nothing was out.
to mr chew's expectations lar
pulled my socks high and everyone in class laughed lar.
then i said with the malaysian accent that my name is AH HUA and im from a kampong from malaysia.
no offence to those malaysian though
(:
ms ng later asked me out and say,
im the role model of 2e2 cause i obeyed all the rules of peirce.
damn!
i rather get detention if i have to dressed up like that everyday.
hahas.
ohh then suddenly many people took photos of me.
its like,waa im so famous ah!
hehheh(x
then i shouted to huixian jonah they all.
you guys know who's my boyfriend?!
MR GOH!
then they started laughing again.
went back to where i sat lar.
so i told huijing in the malaysian accent again,
the people in my kampong calls me AH HUA.
but yknow whats my real name?!
my real name is JU HUA!
which is chrysanthemum lar.
the class was like real noisy lar.
then i kept claiming that zhengrui's my brother.
cuz he also same pattern as me.
so i say my name is AH HUA,his name is AH GUA!
lame lar.
i know(:
ahhhas.
sometimes,we also need to unwind for a lil' while.
hehheh(:

after school,
went to meet mdm nah for the overseas trip.
we are gg to xi'an,
a place of china lor.
erms drng november.
but it's not cheap yknow.
so i was like,
i wanna go and i know my parents would allow.
but i kinda dun wan because of the price.
its steep yknow.
but nevertheless,my mom asks me not to worry lar.
so yeah i gg ba(:
i seriously want yeeling they all to go too.
it will be like so so fun?!
hehheh(:

but before i go,
i think i need to memorise tons of jokes first,
lest the journey there get bored.
(:

oh yeah.
we were like talking bout what we wanna be when we grow up
so i say i wanna be a pilot.
then yeeling say she wanna be an air-stewardess lar.
her bro teased her,saying that those who wear spects cant be air-stewardess.
then we say can lar,w/ contact lenses.
after that huixian and me walked to the bus-stop opp. mrt station and we started talking bout this.
cuz huixian says she also wanna be a pilot.
so we started imagining,
one day we were piloting then the plane got some probs and the passengers have to get evacuated,
then the head of those air-stewardess say that something happened in a cabin.
we were like saying,
yeeling is an air stewardess on the plane and she dropped her contact lense.
then when the passengers were all trying to leave,
she shouted
STOP.
then everyone stopped and look at her.
trying to find out what happened then she say
my contact lens dropped le,help me find!
and,the passengers will point at her and say
SIAO and walk away.
ahhhas.
what if this really happenes?!

hehes.

NERD.

2005-07-17T12:05:00.000-07:00

sucks lar -
life is a boredom ):
wanna concentrate on my studies already.
gonna refresh my jokes.
i cannot always rely on the matchstick and cabbage joke which i have told my friends for umpteen times.
):
yay !
i suddenly feel so UNBURDENED .
ahhhas.
i sometimes feel like i am a jekyll and hyde ~

2005-07-14T11:30:00.000-07:00

like a tap,water came out from my eyes.
uncontrollably,unstoppably ;
DROPPED*
it's a wonderous sign cause ive seldom cried.
after the breakup 10 months ago.

when a person cries,it shows the deepest feeling inside her heart.
14o7o5 ;
1 more day till i have loved you for 5 months -

i know you wont know.
but whats the point even if you have known?
you dun seemed to care.
i just wish that i have made the wrong conclusion -

<3yuan

2005-07-13T11:30:00.000-07:00

2005-07-10T03:44:00.000-07:00

wow.
yknow yesterday was cool lar(:
talked to kenyon and amanda at 12am like that then we talked nonstop until 530am in the morning(:
then i called kenyon and we talked till 630am.
actually wanted to go to ya kun and have breakfast but the both us cant wake up.
hes worse-
i woke up at 11,he woke up at 1 or 2?
ahhhas
(:

5 days to 5 months *
you're the one that i want!

2005-07-09T01:44:00.000-07:00

urgghh-
my depression is back.
i have a BAD feeling;
which i dun wish to talk bout it.

bye.

2005-07-06T23:28:00.000-07:00

went to watch the choir performance with youjing last night.
together with hexiang and kenyon also lar.
that was nice but then i think i ve left youjing out some of the time.
sorrie jing(:
but the performance was nice.
i think ours was the best.
with those malay dances and additional stuffs lar.
extraordinary i bet(:
good job,choir(:

din went to school today.
overslept ):
and youjing tell me that bobby is hospitalised.
uhh-
i wanna go visit him so badly!
but i dunno which hospital he is in.
sam told me that he cudnt even remember who's ben.
aww.
can anyone just tell me which hospital is he in ?

2005-07-06T21:49:00.000-07:00

so bobby isnt admitted into hospital or he have come out or anything lar.
really felt so relieved for him.
hehheh.
someone came apologising to me and ask for forgiveness just now.
haha.
after the full 10 months after we broke up?
what the hell.
06102oo4,i will never ever forget that day okay.
i dun think i will forgive him.
but who knows?
i had been in good mood nowadays,maybe?
hehheh.
but i think i just cant control myself from cursing once i sees him.
hehs.
(:

gonna do my unfinished homework and dig out my higher chinese file!
uhhhhgg.
byee*

war of the worlds.

2005-07-05T01:21:00.000-07:00

hehs.
isnt life a splendid thing?
i think it is.
even though im still not attached to HIM* ;
well,
life isnt just LOVE right?
(:
i can be a philosopher if i failed to be a pilot years later(:

me and huina went to catch WAR OF THE WORLDS earlier on today.
w00ts.
definitely a GREAT show,i bet.
it's nice lar.
steven spielberg's shows are always that SUPERB.
(:
if you have the money,have the time,have the companion,go ahead and catch it(:
hehs.i can consider being a movie critic too actually.

yay.
finally i can get to see him tomorrow again(:
and i'm going for the choir concert @ victoria theatre with youjing(:
another 12bucks flew(:
its okay lar.i dun mind actually.

changed my blogskin,yet again(:
i like the kiddies photo.
ahhhas.
i wanna be young again.
realised that i din really have any childhood memories(:
except that i have always played with two brothers who the elder bro later went on to be my boyfriend.
ahhahs.
thats cute actually(:

yeaps.
ive gotta run.
1.16am (:

dreams are coming true,i guess.

WORD OF THE DAY:
sugarcandy - something which is nice to look at(:

special shoutout for my DARLING* ilene :
never ever be sad over the A thing lar.
im worth more than him RIGHT?
right!
(:
<3yuan.

2005-07-03T12:38:00.000-07:00

yesterday was so tired but okay lar,abit fun barh.woke up early in the morning to go school for the stjohn carnival.when we reached there.it was like so sian.but then i tell you what,throughout the whole carnival,it just sucks.then me jonah aini juliet and michelle 'sneaked out' to the hawker centre opposite HQ to have lunch.we roamed about outside and accompany juliet to shop for her boots and make lion's nametag.few hours later we went back lar.we watched other schools to perform and you know somehow,it still dun interests us.then desmond,cheehao,shaun and adrian asks me and juliet to go suntec.so we went lor.walked all the way there then i have stomachache so shaun and desmond helped us to take those uniforms and boots.ahhhas.thanks ah.then we go to the macs and have our meal lar.was saving up ma.so i can only afford to buy the $1.95 burger.then keep coping desmond's fries.ahhhas.anyway,we went to the excel fair to see peirce one lar.erms just like that lor.mark they all were cooking candies.so we left and we walked all the way to city hall mrt and then juliet found out that she left her ezlink at the macs!the guys din wanna walk back again.so michelle me and juliet ran back.then the ezlink cant be found!WTF!so i gave my $20 to juliet to let her make a new ezlink without her mom knowing it.she was right anyway.theres still a month away and im already starving myself and saving up and he wont appreciate it,so why shud i be so foolish?!at the most,just give him the tag.tell you what,he wont think that its special anyway.yeah.then we changed our uniforms and took a taxi to cathigh.then stood there for the whole 4-5 hours.i meant we rested lar.but we stand more.saw taufik,sylvester,jones shi kang jun,penny tai,mark lee,patricia mok,fiona xie,tay ping hui and lots more lar.(:

2005-07-02T01:30:00.000-07:00

today is erms.like normal?its stjohn day and ncc day.actually not really,tomorrow's the authentic sjab day.well,wore the uniform for the whole day today and gna wear it tomorrow for the PD again.it seems fun for the PD.get to see singers and or these.why not?stayed back in school today for the science retest thingy today.and then was like dumbfounded for the particles thing lar.but then the bio part was still like okay?just hope that i will pass it lor.but then on the maths side.its like,impossible?i hardly know anything about it.gotta buck up.

well.even if he really said bye to me just now.its already useless-

fine.was taking 136 home just now.then i saw a peircean and then.AHHHAH.phakathorn a. actually was quite excited to see a peircean lar.but then its him.then was like.nevermind.at least have a companion to talk to.heehee.huina will kill me if she reads this.(:

supposed to upload those photos of wenting to friendster but then my sis took the card reader to her boyfriend's house and so.i cannot upload her pics again.sorrie ah(:

and wonder what happened to gwen.din call me.well,i was sleeping too.for the whole evening.in fact,i dun have the mood to shop for the thing anymore.its like,if he wont appreciate it,so whats the big deal?starved for the whole day just to save up the pathetic $10 for him?and he din even say bye to me?not blaming him.but its like thinking if everything was worthwhile.

whatever lar.still have the stjohn carnival tomorrow and gotta wake up early in the morning.sucks lar.

alrights.gonna turn in soon.gdnite sweetlings(:

2005-06-29T01:35:00.000-07:00

nothing actually to blog today.its like the same as tomorrow and yesterday.i cant find my higher mother tongue file!its so so freakingly irritating!gotta hand in tomorrow and its like,it has gone missing! DAMN.wanted to do the corrections of my compos,but then realised that i dun have a green pen.PATHETIC*but then when i flipped through my proud masterpieces,i found out that i dun have any corrections to do.

tomorrow is like another day like ive said earlier.nothing much more.gonna save and scrimp- BLAHS.until july,ive gotta save like at least $50?but at least ive gotten the TAG ready(: its so beautiful.i just love it to hell lar.and that was not expensive either.just wondering if that person who receives this present will appreciate it or not.he seems to be like so so heck care?):
have the maths retest thing tomorrow and ive not revised yet.like those standard forms and whatever shit?wonder what will happen if i fail my maths again- HOPES NOT.my fingers crossed now.

i feel like going borders someday again.(: din really shop around there yesterday.and i definitely wanna go to citylink and shop again,right gwensey?ahhhas(: hopes that more inspiration will come and look for me when i shop there(: not a bad place,i supposed.

friday's st john day and gotta wear the full u for the whole day.its gonna be like desperately HOT?anyway,i think we have already gotten used to it.

ahhs.hopes that he wont wear his spects tomorrow. no offence but then he really looks tooter and tooter. (:

<3yuan>

2005-06-28T23:33:00.000-07:00

aww.today was like so damn fun!(: ahhhas especially the ms wong thingy.
you know what.ms wong was like talking to us bout her thailand trip,then suddenly she acted and taught us how to sing a song.
i've got an auntie,auntie monica
whenever she goes dancing,we will say WOOLALA!~
the song goes somethign like this lar.then she was like acting 3 or 4 roles at a tym and the whole class were like laughing until siao sia.
was wondering if she wud have the split personally thing.
blahs(:
went to far east with gwensey just now(:
then went to cine and do a really really nice thing for someone real special in my life(:
erms.
i just love that thing till whatever bits lar.
ahhas(:
you know after that we were walking home and then we heard a cat meowing.
so we were like sneaking into the condo.ahhhas.
long story.
dun feel like talking bout it.
erms then we went home lor(:
ahhhas.
everything was fine today lar.
love that special thing for the special guy (:

2005-06-26T04:05:00.000-07:00

ahhhas.yesterday midnight was fun.at least for that ten minutes.(:
was sleeping in my parents room for the sake of aircon.but then mom felt uncomfy so she off the aircon and she switched on the lights.i was sleeping near the wall,and then my mom shouted'ahhhh!cockcroach ah!!!' then for that second,i rolled,stood up and ran behind the door.my dad was like,'aiya smack it lor.' but then what he din know was,the cockroach knows how to fly!so mom and i was like taking refuge.then my 2nd sis,her bf and tangle came out of the room and then ask what happened.then we were like,'got flying cockcroach ah!' so my sis,mom and me took refuge,leaving her bf and tangle there fighting with the cockcroach.my dad heck cared and continue sleeping.so i pointed to the cockcroach and say 'kaka'.so tangle went in and find the pest.my mom say,'tangle,bite until the cockcroach die!' but then the cockcroach too,take refuge under the plastic basket and tangle cannot take him out.he was like stand by the basket,waiting for the target to come out.my mom moved the basket and HAH! my sis's bf caught the pest and placed it inside a plastic bag.we were like, 'phewww'.and the poor tangle still dunno we have already caught the pest,he was still sniffing around the corner until we told him its over le lar.then he went to my sis's room and continue his sleep.ahhhas.the thing ended at 215am.(:

2005-06-25T21:51:00.000-07:00

im utterly down.hardly spoke to a human today.8/10 of my words today were to my dog.
so what if me and him smses?uhh blahs.dun wanna say anything bout him.just find that waiting for a guy/gurl who just dun care bout your feelings even they clearly know that you likes him/her is absolutely wasting time.in another few more weeks,5 months of waiting has passed.what the?i dunno if he's worth it or not,but i just cant stop myself from not thinking bout him.i dun need him.i know.but when you feel sad or down,dun you want someone you truly loves to be by your side?kiss your forehead,hold your hand and tell you that everything's gonna be alright?who doesn't want a person to be by your side everytime you needs him or what.dun anyone wants to be by his/her side every moment?and be his/her special someone?
hah.dun care lar.
just hope that this kind of life will be ending soon.
no more waiting.
its worthwhile but it's getting sick.

2005-06-24T13:46:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 11+ this morning,awoke by yonnie's call.
he was asking me bout the movie thing.
then after that gwen call and ask me if i wanna join them for lunch.
so i went.
we ate seoul gardens(:
YUMMY-
then after that we were late for the movie.
so we ran and we got lost and whatever lar.
erms.
i think we only lost the very first part lar
initial d is nice okay.
GWEN: JAY CHOU ROCKS MORE!
alrights.
then sat at the kfc for 'round 1 hr.
ahhhas
took a shuttle bus back to city hall.
then kenyon and hexiang need to go back first.
so me and gwen went shopping at raffles city.
i tell you what.
those things there are SPLENDID.
especially the PRINT shop.
they sells really nice box.
ahhas.
and yups.
im saving up!
hmpphs.
then we alighted from the serangoon mrt station and walked home.
(:
gwen cudnt come my house tonight.
nevermind-
tomorrow then!
(:

actually i kinda misses youjing.
no one asks me out !
hahhs.
wonder how is her iceskating in malaysia (:
hope everything goes well.
(:

2005-06-22T21:18:00.000-07:00

sometimes was wondering what on earth is happening exactly to me.
its me who is blowing hot and cold to him or is the one who is doing it.
i dunno-
i din dare to look at him straight in school even after we have gone out once.
):

anyway.
tomorrow's INITIAL D day.
thats better.
i can meet my jay chou.
(:

2005-06-21T07:02:00.000-07:00

hmmms.
lemme think.
went doing hw the whole day @ j8 with ilene.
done with most?
i dunno lar.
dun feel like thinking about it.
it seemed that it has been a long tym since i last talked to him.
but then its not that LONG actually.
gg back to school tomorrow.
for the nursing lesson.
(:
see ya!

ayou never came ):

2005-06-20T06:58:00.000-07:00

you never came ):

just came back from ps.
hmmms.shopped around?
actually is went to cine first.
then had lunch with yeeling and ilene.
hmms.
yeaps.
then made ilene angry.
so she started ignoring the two of us.
then we saw xingkai.
ahhhas.
yeaps.
then while leaving
so junkai and his friends lar.
dunno who.
yeaps.
then went to heeren and do nothing.
searched for the bird thongchai cd.(:
wanted to go to fareast initially
but then we walked the wrong way and ended up in ps.
ahhas.
superb sehh?
then went to spotlight and shopped for something special.
grins(:
then had dinner
ahhhas.
just like that.

maybe life is really splendid.(:

you never came ):

2005-06-20T06:51:00.000-07:00

you never came ):

2005-06-19T21:13:00.000-07:00

STINGRAY!

yesterday was like a LONGG day.
woke up and accompanied youjing to lunch and then
pei my pap to 'work'
after that met gwen for dinner @ chomp chomp.
we ordered two BIG jugs of sugarcane juice.
and finished it off.
(:
we ordered stingray,char kway tiao and oh-lua.
(:
yummy(:
then we went to bugis initially wanting to take neos.
but then ended up watching mr and mrs smith.
ahhhas.
then the show ended at 11.45pm
so we took a bus home and i reached home at 'round 12.15?
ahhhas.
yeap.
just like that(:

you never came ):

2005-06-19T01:18:00.000-07:00

it's PAPA day!
just come back from outside.
went to 'work' with pap.
actually just enjoying the lorry ride.
hee.(:
woke up this morning because of youjing's call.
thought anything happened.
she asked me out for lunch.
then went-
and bought a PIGGY KEYCHAIN!
yippees.
so cute.
nevermind.
then ask her to buy piggy things from msia.
(x
thankies.

HAPPY PAPA DAY!

i love you. simple as that.

2005-06-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

BATMAN BEGINS!!!
today.
went out with him and he talked lotsa craps
was great fun.
(x
well.
dun wanna blog so much already.
later some great friends of weilong will copy paste my post and show to those bballers.
right xianyao and kamseng?
thanks loads man.
bye.

i love you. simple as that.

2005-06-15T10:21:00.000-07:00

myfaceonFRIDAY!
yayy!
my face is like OKAY!
i mean was like scrubbing off those dead skins on my face.
and just leaving a small lil' part which refuses to drop.
bleahs.
i still have ONE more day.
hope it will heals before that.
gotta put lotsa creams.
ahhhahs.
aww man.
cant believe that friday is coming soon.
dunno what to wear.
my spine chills even when i just thinking of the BIG BIG day.
you know.
its like-
you have never had a dream came true.
and now that your 'supposedly' prince asked you out for a movie.
(x
ahhhahs.
im so lucky.
maybe thats to make up the uglyness right now of me.
(:
yayhees.

went to huixian's house today.
huijing yeeling and ilene went too.
then we applied the cream that huijing brought.
it was like.
so GREAT!
we just used the tissue and wipe.
and you will see the skins dropping off.
ahhhahs./
COOL.
just love that cream to bits.
then went home and sleep.
even before i had my dinner.
my dinner was like
FABULOUS?!
the menu was:
crab,bird nest,chicken wings.
ahhhahs!
BIRD'S NEST leii .
my fave-
mmuaacckkxx. (x
but the crab wasnt nice.
no meat at all.
ahhhahs.
NEVERMIND!

then had a 'conversation' in french with my sister.
we just read from her book.
she knew quite alot but i dunno.
except for jolie stands for pretty.
and blahs.
so there was like something like
c'est il plait and whatsoever.
then the conversation was bout FOOD.
so i was just translating shit.
i say:
'oh this means that he wants a salad with tomatoes and carrots and he asked if she wants it too.
then she says no she detests carrots and tomatoes.she prefer plaits.(which this plaits is obviously from the c'est il plait)'
then my sister say:
'huh?what thing plait?"
i anyhow say:
"oh plait.you know plait?that means it's you char kway in french.
that means she prefers to eat you char kway.'
ahhhahs.
anyway.
my sister just PENG.
but the actual meaning of that word is: please.
ahhhahs.
to think i change it until to..
ahhhas.
i think french must be hating me.
(x

ilene's coming to my house right now!
(x
the time now is:
1.19am sharp.
ahhhahs.
and shes taking a cab to my house right now.
havoc.
HIP-HOP ah?
ahhhahs.
you shud know what i mean.
aww-
alrights.

thank buddha that my face is HEALING!
by TOMORROW!
yeaps.
hopefully-
(: twinkle!

2005-06-14T05:00:00.000-07:00

awww.
my face is likeKANASAI.
patches everywhere on the face.
how am i gg to go out on friday?!
then i asked my pap if the other pieces of skins will drop anot.
then pap say
'yala yala everywhere will drop the.legs will drop hands will drop then the hair also will slowly dropped.'
kao-

nevermind-
(:
something miraculous happened to me yesterday night.
yippee.
(x
i still cant believe it.

they say that
a hot shower after sunburn will heals the skins faster.
):
what the hell ?

2005-06-13T03:04:00.000-07:00

hees.
quite alot to blog.
sinceSATURDAY.
well-
went SENTOSA on that day.
then they were late.
and i was all alone in the early morning at serangoonMRT.
yups.
then we went to harbourfront and meet the rest of them.
we were like the only ones who wore racerback.
hahass.
kindaSPECIAL?
(x
then we went to the hawkercentre and eat.
then you know.
some guys say that they wanna know me.
hees(:
but i din go talk to him.
just smile and get over with it.(:
then went to SILOSO BEACH!
and just played lar.
then keep playing with water.
kept taking photos.
then youjing was calling ilene.
then i heard onion.
so i was like
if ilene is onion then im garlic
and youjing is ginger.
hahas
.(:
well.
CRAPS.
then just suntan all the way.
and now BURNT
.hurts.
hahas.
(:
then after that went back home and SLEEP.

SUNDAY.
actually nothing much.
was just crapping 'round on MSN.
then went to watch doggy show with ilene and youjing.
hahas
.they keep wanting the dogs to jump over those high levels.
yucks.
it was like torturing the doggy.
and please./
the dog is not wong weilong and it cant jump over 168cm okay?
yuckies.
(x
then youjing say.
why dun you ask weilong come and compete with those dogs.
haahs.
SARCASTIC.
(:
grins.
then we felt BORED.
so we took a train to somerset @ 8pm.
(:
its been so long since we last went to orchard at night.
alrights.
so we just walked around until 9+and we went home and SLEEP.
hees.
still wondering if he got into the finals.(:

TODAY
din go to remedial.
din feel like/.
it was like so SIAN.
then went j8 and meet youjing and ilene again.
hahas.
i see them EVERYDAY.
okay.
then we went CINELEISURE and catch a movie.
GHOST TRAIN!
shiok.
you know what?
when we went in to the theatre,me and ilene were like'dun watch le lar.'
cuz.
there's only 3 of us in the whole theatre and we are watching a horror movie.
even the movie hasnt start,
i felt eerie enough already.
(:
then ilene and i was like
faster come in leh those people.
then finally.
2 gurls came in
.(:
hahas
.at least the ambience is not that EERIE anymore/.
(:
gagas.
ilene kept cover her eyes.
then i was like.
'siao ah.watch movie cover your eyes?waste money.'
hahas.
but she was scared lar.
(x
ME TOO.
the movie overall wasNICE ba.(:
then after that just shopped around heeren.
and then went back to bishan cuz ilene got track/.
yups.(:
maybe meeting han later on to celebrate her bdae.
but dun feel like.):

grins.
alrights.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HUIJING AND YUNHAN!

HIM.MIH.IMH.LOVE.EVOL.OLEV.VEOL.EOVL.VOLE.I. ILOVEHIM (:

-Get A Little; r e t r o p u n k`

2005-06-10T04:45:00.000-07:00

it spells S-E-N-T-O-S-A!
today was like.
hmmms?
woke up this morning @ 7.
din wanna go remedial cuz i din finish my maths homework.
den yeeling called me and ask if im going or not.
den she din wanna go too.
(:
after that venice called.
and ask where am i.
miss ng din even go to school
and left him amir and emily waiting.
hahs.
heng never go.
anyway.
went out with youjing and yeeling after that to buy huijing's present.
nothing to buy actually.
but still bought.
after that youjing hafta go for her tuition with wingyan.
so.
yeap just like that.
hahas.
ive become another one talking w/o fullstops.
BLEAHS.

YAYS!
so there's misunderstanding between me and him!
gagas.
(x

SENTOSA PEEPS!!!!
I'M COMINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!

-Get A Little; r e t r o p u n k`

2005-06-08T11:38:00.000-07:00

hmmms?
hmmms.
dun feel like going to sleep.
he had his match today.
dunno if he got into the finals.
its now 233am.
tangle/maomao and maomao#2 has already sound asleep.
im the only one in this house who is AWAKE.
barrhs-
was BORED just now.
read through my archives since may last year.
(x
found out that im so damn DUMB!
hahas.
its like when i was reading until..july.
i was thinking eh? who i liked that tym.
then when i read until march.
i was like thinking again.
then i realized..
eh?its weilong already ma.
haahs.
oopsie.sorrie to enclose.
but i think 99%of those who reads my blog knows that i like him.
(:
not as much now.
and was like:
omg.i was so CRAZY over him that tym.
hahas.feel so disgraced-
(:
changed my blogskin again.
wanted something retro vintage and punkie.
so.
maybe this one fits the bills.
hees`
wanna know whats inside yeeling's video.
hahas.
EXCITED!

you will never be replaced;

2005-06-06T21:39:00.001-07:00

is giving up the only option?
missed those days when me and him can actually talk from night to morning without stopping.
but everthing has changed.
my heart is broken`

you will never be replaced;

2005-06-06T21:39:00.000-07:00

you will never be replaced;

2005-06-06T02:39:00.000-07:00

well.
yesterday went jurongeast to support youjing for her iceskating competition.
she got the second.
she was like so BIG.
that the whole papadum gang and me went to watch(:
but icepalace was cold at tyms.
took loads of picture-
loved youjing's hair(:
its so shiny.
hees.
there were those little gurls and boys who were skating as pros.
and they spin until it seems that they din have any heads.
hahas.sorrie cant think of anymore appropriate words to describe.(:
then went home.
the MRT ride was like so darn long
but me tracy and huixian chatted all the journey back.
after that ilene me and huixian had our dinners@mosburger.
than went home and slept until this morning.
then went to the mathsremedial.
was darn boring.
and yeap.
hahas.
thats all.

todays the awful day.
8months-
):
takecare darlings(:

2005-06-04T10:03:00.000-07:00

hmmms.
meet huina for lunch this afternoon.
wanted to lunch at chompchomp but then they werent open.
so went to macs.
ate then went to suntec and meet yunhan.
at the bookfair.
so we went.
and huina says she wanna shop alone.
so went hanging around with yunhan.
then we went to carrefour.
not sure what we bought.
then just hanged around and talked craps.
went to eat again.
then ate icecream@macs.
then suddenly she say'the xing-dunno what one',
pointing out of the glasswindow.
so i looked out.
there was no one call xing-dunnowhat.
then i realized that its xingkai.
hahas.erms.din saw him but he saw me and he din say hi.
what the hell .
but he did say hi in the sms.
):
too bad his good basbetball mate wasnt with him.
bLo0pX!
alrights.
so went home and sleep and woke up now.
facing the fact that i cant get into dreamland anymore.
so now crapping with huina.
talking bout who's prettier.
OF COURSE,ITS ME.(:
hahas.
anyway tomorrow going to watch youjing iceskating competition.
hoped that she will win!
DO US PROUD,JING!
(:

wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:

2005-06-03T03:11:00.000-07:00

stopbeingCLICHE.
went to east coast with dad mom grandmom and tangle yesterday.
dad and me went to swim and we tried to make tangle go down too.
but,what really disappointed us was,this dog is afraid of water.
we were like,hoping that this little dog of mine will swim with us.
but he din even dared to touch the water.
):
anyway.
me and sanjie brought tangle to serangoon gardens at night.
sat at the happy daze and ate banana split.
lingered around,waited for erjie to come and join us.
then we had more cups of drinks and played UNO there.
the bill was freaking long.
we all got irritated.
then we went home.
yeaps-

went to jb just now.
bought loads of goodies to eat.
on the way home theres a jam.
so gobbled up all my goodies in the car.
(:
chocolates and cheese.
mumm`mmumms.

was watching teevee and tangle suddenly went to the door.
i followed as he dun usually goes there.
then
he vomitted.
some kinda yellowish thing.
twice.
din know why.
but he still seems to be fine.
luckily he is going to the doctor tomorrow.
wonder how much will be his surgery fees?

yeaps.
im freaking bored at home.
wanna go out on monday.
(:
anyone?

- llyfe iish so mmeaninggless wwithhoutt yyou. ttears arre tturnning iinto ttymm .` `

wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:

2005-06-01T22:11:00.000-07:00

MONSTER IN LAW. (:
YESTERDAY-
went out with peifen. and partly with xinfang and joan cuz they wanted to tag along with us.
anyway.
we went to cineleisure.
peifen xinfang and joan ate pastamania and accompany them to eat.
then after that we went to see the timings for monster-in-law.
there wasnt anymore tickets for the 3.30 one so we bought the 5.25 one.
we went to take neoprints.
and at first when i was going out to change money.
joan wanted to stand outside and scare us/
but in fact it was me who scare her.
hahas.
then after that went heeren and walk walk.
saw jacqueline peihua whitney they all.
whitney and her twin sister was like,photocopied.
they both looked very pretty,looked like sari.
then went back to cine again.
while takeing the lift,we saw xijie.
but he din see us.
when we wanted to take lift down again,
he wasn't there already.
so we went cheers to buy drinks.
and smuggled it into the cinema.
and we were late.
by a few minutes i think.
hees.
anyway.
monster in law was nice.
i think i would rather breakup with my boyfriend if i had this kinda mother in law.
(x
hope not.

wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:

2005-05-31T07:57:00.000-07:00

I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT.YOU LIKE TO? MOVE IT!
GRINS! (x
one more thing to love:
the madagascar giraffe!
gees-
its so cute.and its TALL.well;like me(:
and cuz i got the cup that it is giraffe on the cup.
heehee.
i was like giggling about the giraffe cuz i found it cute.
(x
i'm cuter.of course(:
watched the magadascar today with huijing manda shawnpang and ilene.
manda and huijing was like kept on complaining that very uncomfy cuz we were sitting 3rd row from the front.
but it was okay for the rest of us lar.(:
after the movie,my stomach was like BIG.cuz i gobbled too much popcorns and coke.(:
then the 4 of them was like keep laughing at my cute bulky stomach.
hahas.
we went to the pet shop and bought something for my tangle.
den shawn pulled my rubber band away and threw to huijing.
den i kept saying'wa liew.you all bully pregnant lady ah?' den they gimme back.
heehee.

suddenly dun like golden retriever anymore.
i love SHA-PEI!
gees.thanks to ilene for the recommendation.
it's so darn cute lor.
i was stamping my feet when i saw the sha-pei's photo.
gaga.
it is not a bulldog.
it dun have so many layers of skins.
(x
love it.
if can,i must have a sha-pei in the future.
(:

the science thing was horribly bored. /:
real bored.
we were like freezing there at the science lab.
hearing mrs jeya repeating her sentences:
'do you know that i still have to teach catholic high next week?
my vocal chords are not so strong anymore and i can't talk so loud.
i cannot tell mr chew that i have no voice and i can't teach them.
do you know that this is a cluster-level programme ans its our teachers our resorces!
and so on..."
bleahs.i could repeat every single word she says.

YEAH.
gg out with peifen tomorrow!
whoosh.
looked forward so long le.
gonna watch monster-in-law i think.
hoped so.
(:

15 more days.
lala.

takecare.
gdnite(:

-wondering why i never mention him in this post?hee.dun worrie.im still loving him loads(:`

to SHAWN PANG!
ah boy ah dun worrie lar.
we shall wait together for the person we like okay?
she will accept you de lar.
(:
BELIEVE US!

wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:

2005-05-30T06:38:00.000-07:00

if only february15'05 din exist.
i'm tired.
i'm really tired.
tired of waiting for him.
tired of placing high hopes on him;thinking that he will like me.
or rather tell me that he likes me.
so what if he really likes me?
as if i would know without him telling me.
tired of playing those guessing games.
tired of waiting for his never-will-sms sms.
tired of me smsing him everynight.
so tired that i really wanna give up on him.
but;
how can i bear to?
i have already spend 3months plus on him.
not bout the tym.
but he's the only and the first guy who made me go gaga over.
everytym when i sms him,i will feel so so depressed.
suddenly.
my friends will know.
they will know how i feel everytym.

TIRED...

wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:

2005-05-29T07:12:00.000-07:00

DREAMS!

hahas.
just woke up and this is my 2nd tym blogging today.
hees.
okay.
so dreamt about him just now.
omg.its so funny sia.
i was laughing all the way and my mom was like
'what thing?"
then i say
'ohh.no nothing'
omg.the dream was so..DIAO?
hees.
(x
he was on the teevee.
goddamnshit sia.
so cute!!!

bleahs.sorrie.(:

alrights.gotta go now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINCOLN!
HAPPY ONEMONTH XINJUAN AND CHIN!
(:

wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:

2005-05-29T00:31:00.000-07:00

god-damn-shit.
life's really boring.
with or without school.
its just that i will still have hopes to see him when we are schooling.
yucks.hafta face up the fact that i will need to miss him for the whole one month!
whats so great bout smsing?
i mean;
you cant see the one you loved,still.
BORED.
eat`sleep`eat`sleep.
hols are like that?
plus a little study i think
in a nutshell.everything just seems so boring i bet.

duhs.bye.

wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:

2005-05-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

does hols really rawks? ):

i think those humans or creatures who watches teevee will know these songs from commercials barhs:
one* you know i can't smile without you.
two*wouldn't it be nice if the world is cadbury
three*it's a sunny yellow banana day

so this was what me ilene and youjing did today.
we kept singing these songs and even put this as our msn nicks.
hahas.
lamesters on duty.

kekes.
anyway.
initially wanted to watch 'maggiedascarrrrrr' and 'monsterinlaw' today
but.
can't get any of the tickets.
so
went many places lar.
still cannot get.
so got fed up and gave up.
den went to foodcourt and slacked.
kept writing other people's chinese names.
heehee.
and ilene couldn't bear to throw away that paper.
hahas.
and there was
'tingyuan love -blahblah-' on the paper.
and ilene say,
lets leave it and scarly HE sits at that table after we left
den his actions will be
scratching his head and say'eh?why got names on it one?i also love her!'
diaox.
sorrie.
think too much.
(x

then after that went heeren and walk walk lar.
nothing much happened there actually.
so we went back to the MRT there and saw the guy who was selling the charity tickets lar.
he said that i'm cute okay!
hees.
for twice!
hees.
for details,go and read youjing's blog lar.
(x

so after went back to j8 and saw fabian.
then went to eat with father and mother.
then came home.
yeapyeap.

actually.seriously.i din wan holidays to come.
another month will be at a waste.
yucks.
i dun wan him to graduate so soon.

; i dun want my memories to fade away so soon... ``

wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:

2005-05-27T11:28:00.000-07:00

SLEEP!
GRRRR!!!
i can't get to sleep
and even tangle has gone to sleep.
2.27am.
i can't sleep.
isit because i din talk to him today?

hahas.
(:

wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:

2005-05-27T05:01:00.000-07:00

ttuck.ttucks.(:
yeapies-

yesterday ;as i was too tired and was smsing someonespecial.
din had tym to blog.
so heres me!
talking about everything happened yesterday*

so had peirce family day.

but before that.
huina and me went outside the staffroom and wrap the moneybox.
den after that he came up.
ilene and youjing was also with us.
i just wanted to zao.
so i dragged huina in.
but i dunno what huina siad.
so i just ran inside the staffroom and searched for mrs.ong table.
and as i put her penknife on her table
i heard someone shouting mr.koh
i was thinking
wa lau.this guy very noisy leh
den when i raise my head and prepared to leave
AHHHH
he was the one who is calling mr.koh!

god-damn-shit.
i din even know he was breathing the same air as me.
i got shocked and then just ran out of the staffroom.
i dashed out and laughed until siao.
den dunno why
i need to go in to the staffroom again.
and i thought he has left.
so very well
he hasnt left yet.
so i saw him
i started panicked.
hahas.sorrie dun ask why-
den i feel kinda embarrassing.
dun ask why either.
yucks.
just dun lyk to see him but yet i wanna see him.
you get what i mean?
i feel so paisay when i sees him man.
(x

ohh.
den ate iceceam together with yeeling huina huixian and ilene
sat near the bball court.
supposedly is them accompanying me to watch him play bball.
but
in the end.
i was too paisey to look at him
and so
it became me accompanying them to watch bball.
keke.
well.
i think they got used to it already lar.

after that just slacked arnd our stall and i forgot what we did.
ehh.
i really forgotten.
(:
ohh.
we sat around the pull-up area and had a chat.
with yeeling huixian and ilene.
so we played a game.
the game that you must continue the last word of a word.
ehh?
i mean in chinese.
hahas.
so we just play until it ended to maomao de mao de mao de mao de mao.
diaox.
hees.

after went walking arnd and then huixian called me.
cuz apparently i lost trace of them
leaving me and ilene.
i was at the bookshop area
den i was like talking to huixian
and i looked to my left side.
he was there!
he looked at me and i looked at him
den i was lyk
din know what to do for that second*
keke.
i just know that my heart thumped until siao
and i quickly act blur and walked away.
(x

den found huixian they all.
youjing just wanna pass me the cookies that we bought.
then i couldnt finish it.
so i asked juliet to pass him the cookie.
hahas.
oopsie-
den i walked huina to the gardens cuz she wanted to rest there.
den came back and i forgot what we did again.

got hamster from whye keat.
cuz i hafta help him take care of his hamster for two weeks.
yeap.
den just slacked around the canteen and talked crap i think
yeah.
den i forgot what happened and just went home.
hahas.

at night.
he smsed me.
xD laughs out*
he told me something which make me feel very shiok.
but you know.
guys are not to be trusted.
cuz im being lied to and played by that *ucker before.
ohh yeah.
so we chat until 1am until i wanna sleep.

TODAY
nothing special.
mom came and see ms ng.
din say anything about me much lar.
hahas.
din want her to say much either.
(x
actually wanted to watch movie with those darlings of mine today
but as yeeling's mom only can come at 3.45pm
so we had no choice but to give up that idea
(:

its not your fault yeeling*
(x

alrights.
gotta go*
gdbye-takecare.
(x

wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:

2005-05-24T07:36:00.000-07:00

lala~

today had the stupid PM.
last minute grouping but we still managed to impress mdm fong.
HAHAS.
better than somebody else*
(x
oopsie-
well.
i danced until so bitchy
almost showed that PARISHILTON look
err.no offence to those fans of hers alrights?
just lyk to imitate her.
(x
those papadum babes should know the best.
cuz i think they even got tired of that look of mine.
haha.
(:
slacked the whole day.
went to missng's homeroom and played around.
wrote craps on missng's whiteboard cuz no teacher was there.
then youjing they all came up.
and youjing started a dialogue which is supposed to be me huina and youjing herself talking about how much youjing rawks.
but youjing was the only one who wrote everything.
and everyone of us was lyk disgusted.
hahas.
then huixian started taking my handphone and sms
'u sux!!' to him.
haha.
wat the freak?
but i din sms him to say anything lar.
so i waited for him to reply me.
kekex.
think he got a shock ba.
(x
sorrie.
alrights.then after that me and youjing went mad.
we tied our hairs into two ponytails.
high up.
den venice had his hair tied too.
hahas.
all of us looked toot man.
den me and youjing kept on act cute and took loads of pics with my hp.
(x
den tried loads of hairstyles after that.
lyk the spirited away gurl den blahx and loads lar.
just went crazy.
heehee.
den after school went j8 with yeeling and youjing.
ate mosburger.
den yeeling met someone who is very irritating and he's from amk secondary school
but was formally from mayflower primary.
den i started calling him wuyuehua tongxue.
den he was with his group of friends.
den his friends was lyk 'which one is yeeling?which one is yeeling?'
waa.den i realised that its my chance to go disiao those guys.
then i went up to one to the guy suddenly and say
'hey you all looking at her ah?'
den the guy say
'walau.sia si wo.'
wa liew.make us laugh until siao lor.
cuz i really din mean to scare him one.
i juz wanna disiao him.
hahahs.
den after went to macs and sat there slacked.
next to us was a table of cathighs.
there was a guy whose hair was lyk 'bowlshaped' lor.
really.its veryvery obvious that its cut with a bowl.
omg.
the three of us also laughed until siao sia.
(x
oopsie.no offence again.
actually quite loads of things happened today ah.
hahas.
(:

wanna tell him something:
dun talk so loud lar.its not lyk your friends cannot hear.
(:

hahas.yeap.end here le.
takecare sweeties(:

wiishiing ferr y0uu. (:

2005-05-22T15:04:00.000-07:00

IM BACK!

have came back from HQ for the bigwalk PD.(:
fun*and great!
gaga XD
especially jolene and juliet will know why i feel so happy even when i only slept 20min yesterday night.
(x

well.went HQ at 8pm on saturday then steve sir gave briefing then we started exploring the haunted HQ.
few batches of us went up the lift and keep on getting up and down.
then when all of us got our torches and wanted to walk in the halls.
14 of them got into the lift first and leaving some of us outside.
then..
a while later we realise that we still can hear their voices and laughters.
we knew that something was wrong and the lift button light is still on 1.
that means they are still on the first floor.
we started shouting 'are you alright?'
then the lift button light started to flicker and 'DENG'
the lift button din have any light anymore.
so we started asking missypoon to help.
then the sirs started to pull open the lift door.
and the remaining of us din care anymore and went into the nursing rooms and tell ghost stories.
heehee.
after 15min or shorter,they were out and they treat it like nothing happened.
i think we are more scared den them sia.(:
after that sirs bought us supper.
you char kwayand soyabean milk (:
love the soyabean milk but i dun lyk greasy food so i gave the you char kway to michelle zhiying they all.
just half an hour after that den steve sir force us to sleep.
-_-?
so jolene me juliet and michelle slept on the ponchos and ground sheets.
i dunno what happened to the air con but it was very very cold.
so we kept on pulling the ground sheets and ponchos lar.
then jolene was talking to her fren
juliet was talking to her darling ben.
i was sleeping between them smsing him although he say can call him but i feel paisay(:
then i snatched the phone from juliet and talk to ben.
then ben say'i really really love her alot'
YUCKS!
then the two of them were like whispering sweet-nothings and make me feel even colder.
okay
so around 1 hr later,jolene and juliet went to sleep.
and i was still smsing him lar.
around 130 like that.
who cares?he say hes gonna pei me until 330 ma.(:
den after that...i heard something:
those drilling sounds of the construction sites.
the hammering sounds and those metal rods sounds.
i was so scared okay.
imagine it?
and you know that no one will be constructing anything at 2am.
i told him and i said 'who the hell will make those sounds now?"
thinking that he will gimme some comfort,he said
'ghosts lor.confirm one.'
!!!!!
i was so damn scared lor.
and the drilling sounds din stop.it continued.
and the scariest part was here:
i was facing juliet lying down and all my closefriends will know that my back is sensitive so when even some breathe to my back,my whole back will like move in and feel itchy.
so i was waiting for his reply
then i was opening my eyes.
my back started 'curling up' then i heard 'ohhhhhhhhhh'
den no more.
i turned around and jolene was already soundasleep.
it cannot be jolene's voice and its not jolene's voice.
i was so so so terrified.
and the only thing i can do was just smsing him.

after a while,i finally fell asleep.
and cause i put my hp on my stomach,
i was awake by the vibrations.
i din reply his msg cause i was too tired to look at at.
but the 2nd msg he sent really wake me up and so i reply him and we started talking again.(:
then michelle woke up and move to where zhiying slept.
then she hit the standing fan and make jolene wake up.
it was only 345am i think and we gotta report at 5.
so we just walk around the HQ and about 355 i called him*
(:grins.
talk talk talk until 415 den i hang up cuz i have to change uniform and brush my teeth etc etc.
so yeap and after that we had our breakfast at the big walk starting point.
yucks
me and juliet was like wanting to throw up.
maybe the food is nice.
but we just din have the appetite.

then after we were at the busstop which we are assigned to-
we sat there and sleep.
but we din know that there are actually rusty water from the top dripping down.
my senior and juliet's uniform was like.become a dalmatian kinda uniform.
and i was lucky as i only had two drops and it isnt obvious.
so we went standing beside the busstop
but i had stomach cramp so i sat in the busstop.

the big walk has hell lot of people there and its like the water which wont stops flowing.
we got 3 cases.
one of which are more serious are the boyboy who fell down and had grains of stones and sands in his wounds.

alright then after that steve sir command us to walk to where supporter4 located.
so we just walk there.
then we waited and waited.
after 1.5 hrs later,the ambulance finally came and pick us up to eat.

heehee.
this is the greatest part!
we ate at a restaurant.
highclass one.
we ate the cereal prawn*spicyandsour fish*and many more goodies.
then lion was like keep globbing down the food.
it was so scary.
hehheh.
and we din have to pay any amount alright.
(:

then we went back to HQ got our things and the goodie bag and HOME!
and i slept until 5am.
(x

2005-05-20T13:13:00.000-07:00

got back results today and wasnt very pleased with it.
actually cried in class today because of the stupid science.
thought i will pass cause i really did study loads and loads and loads.
but i just failed by 7 marks.
yucks.why did i cry?
i dun usually cry over marks.
i din cry over dnt and maths which i failed too-
dunno lar
.something must be wrong with me.
i hate crying-

after school went huijing house and see them practise PM.
not in their group so no need to practise ma.
(:
den huixian was lyk wanted to ride the two of us on the bike and ride down the slope.
i was so so so damn scared sia.
den we nearly fell-haha.
sorrie xian.
(:

we had our lunch.
PRATAS!
there was not enuff for the first round so ilene went to cook another piece of prata.
she asked us how much oil was needed.
then youjing say 1 cup.
and she actually believed it.
den huixian was lyk
'AIYO!WHY YOU PUT SO MUCH!'
den all of us kept laughing at her.
ilene;you really need to improve your cooking skills liao.(:

den they kept dancing the hollaback girls.
huixian was the funniest and she looked so retard when she danced!
me huijing and ilene laughed until peng when we saw them dancing.
huixan kept dancing the fan dance.
so darn lame seh.
but she was cute.
and she kept doing the breakdance thingy.
haha.
nice one,xian!(x

after that den we slacked around and ate sweets and etc lar.
we linger around until 6 den my dad drove ilene home.
(x

takecare HOLLABACK GURLS!
sweeties.gdnite*

2005-05-19T09:18:00.000-07:00

went j8 bought huixian birthday present with youjing and yeeling today.
bought a 5566figurine and made a phonestrap with XIAN and an octopus on it by gift-a-name.
yeapyeap.
but the 5566figurine is like quite dirty lar.
den so err-the three of us not really very happy bout it. ):
den went back to school.
waited for huixian to come out cause we wanted to bluff her that we cant get to buy the wang renfu figurine.
but she didnt believe us lar.
so we also never play liao lor.
he scolded suddenly in the canteen.
siao-haix.dun care bout him lar.
den the whole day i was like'youjing,why he suddenly scold one?"
den youjing gt irrtated by me.
haha (x din mean it.
but i really never see him lose him temper before.
he wasn't playing,i guess.
he looked serious.
and then we went amk central to meet youjing's mum cause we gg youjing house.
played with chino and just find that tangle is the cutest dog okay.(x
yeapyeap.

den got something real childish happened lar.
heck.
dun get me involved in this type of childish things.
although i'm not very mature either.
but at least dun get me into these things.

so-that's all for todayand the sexual education thing just sucks lar.(:
alright.gottagogoodnight
takecare sweeties.(x

2005-05-18T06:05:00.000-07:00

hmmm.changed my blogskin again.got tired of that.(:
din go skul today cuz din feel lyk.slacked at home
(x
den after that went meeting huixian and huijing at j8 cause they say that they are bored.
went took neoprint with them.that was fun(:
haha.
weilong's on teenage.haha.
he look so gong on that picture.
:X.well-hes always gong
gaga.alright.gotta go.
gdnite!gdbye!

2005-05-10T06:30:00.000-07:00

lost muh phone and muh mood is swinging like hell.
no mood to study and tomorrow's history.
hey it rhymes.
anyway.
everything seems so sucky and was so yucky
lala~
wateverr
changed muh blogskin.
yeap.thats all.
takkaire guys.

I MISS HIM !

2005-05-04T08:43:00.000-07:00

not gg to sms him tonight.a goodnite sms maybe?
finished looking at the photos and blogs.and i still cant find the photos tt yeeling upload!
where the hell isit?!

URGHH!

shud haf promised tng to stay up and accompny him
so that i will not be so BORED. :

i wonder why.
all my friends will be together with the guy i lyk
except me!
GRRR
its not lyk im not serious right?
how long do i have to wait long?
2months + has passed...
yuckx and he's graduating soon.
yeah and that's the greatest part okay?

haixx.
suckx suckx suckx
where's my dog??!!
i hope he can come back soon with my sis and i will never ever chase him down my bed again(:
hopes gwen come my house tomorrow.
slack together.(:

goodbye (:
goodnight(:
goodluck(:

ohh yeah -
lion mind you!
chris is my hubby ! (:

AHHHHHH !!!

2005-05-02T04:56:00.000-07:00

haha.i actually told him dat i lyk him ytd midnight.at 'round 1+ am. -thru sms
den well he din say anything much
he din say anything lyk, 'sorry but i dun lyk you.'
luckily he din -
den we just continued talking and it was like nth happened.
until 230am,i say i've gotta sleep cause' i'm having a badminton game with my sisters this morning.
(:
we talked for 5 hours.from 1030. (:
that was great,babe. (:

i'll just have to hope that he won't avoid me.

i think - he won't `

specially for JULIET!
dun be sad and cheer up okay?no matter what happens,i will always be there for you.((:

- bLo0pX ! -

2005-05-01T05:35:00.000-07:00

HEY !

well.actually din have anything GOOD to update on except that i still love him and he still dun like me.-_-.haha. -nevermind . `i've gotten used to it. ((:

bleah.x.

goodluck to all of YOU for your exams okay??

((:

gags.

2005-04-26T18:40:00.000-07:00

haha.i feel that im so horribly toot sia.weilong was right.-_-.
anyway.i din know my blog is alright until now!
ohh.i finally can blog or else i'll be sitting around looking my dog and my hamster running round and me sweating waiting for smses.
everything is so sucky!
yuckz.
like im helping ben to woo juliet.
amanda with her SUN
and me doing nth except for looking at his name on my handphone phonebook.
hahas.
i dun care -
bLo0pX -
haix.anyway.din go school today partially pontaning and stomachache. woohoo.
mum scolded but i promise him i will study so she let me slp..until ten.
((:
i did study okay?
my chinese is getting suckier and suckier.
haix.dunno lar.
bye. lurfe you guys -!
((:

2005-03-08T02:05:00.000-08:00

something isnt right.
dreams that i've dreamt had never came true.
sometimes, even opposites.
but nowadays, my dreams are coming true.

like on thursday night, i dreamt of mark and amanda breaking up.
and yesterday, it really happened.

many things appeared jus like my dreams.
what's going to happen?

i really don't wish to know.

- ilu `

2005-03-03T09:38:00.000-08:00

ahh!!
hahas.he smiled at me today you know.hahas.he look darn cute with his specs man.=)).
COOL~
but everytime missed him after his chinese lesson.
sianx.
they will always be there after my lit lesson,outside ms wong's classroom.
not always but few days a week.
=)).
and after their chinese is our chinese.
mdm nah's classroom.
catch one or two glance at him and i will be contented.
what can i do.right?
well.
today actually wanted to stay back and see him.
but raining and i din see him aft assembly.
and no one is accompanying me.
as sam and gladys went out with jiayi and sueann.
ilene,huixian and huijing haf track.
i dno where yeeling and huina went.
sindy and amanda had netball.
youjing has ice skating.
damn you.
all was not free.
so decided to go home right after school.

sux.

sometimes really find life meaningless when im experiencing loneliness.
i hate loneliness.

but this is something you can't avoid it.

sux.

anyway,did a frendship card for my 2e3 jiemeiz.
mrs ong told us to do dat.
and looked thru my old neos.
ehh.they sux lyk hell.
hahas.

=)).

but it brings back lotsa good and bad memories.
if i can,
i wan 2004 to repeat.

but i can't.

byee.

- ilu. `

2005-03-02T14:20:00.000-08:00

troubling over the cross-level IPW now.sec 2 is me and sindy den cant find any sec 3s and sec 1s. sianz.
wat to do?

=((.

2005-03-01T01:11:00.000-08:00

well.heard from sindy that he lyk someone else.whatever.
=((.
liew.

nvm.
changed my blogskin finally.
yeapp.

nicee.

byee
=)).

`falling in love with you is the best thing i've ever done.*

2005-01-01T11:11:00.000-08:00

`falling in love with you is the best thing i've ever done.*

2004-12-30T08:33:00.000-08:00

=))

wahaha.he called me today.hees.

well,din go to sam's hse today cuz i dun feel lyk.u noe,ltr i go there mood swing den lose temper den sam c ler nt happy oso lose temper den gladys oso kna ma.u noe?aiya,u noe one lar.

so,he called and tell me he's gg to his aunt's fren's hse tmr and nt on new year eve or new year or watever lar.u noe,i din rlly listen to him.i was laughing all long.=X.hees.

he'll be gg to get his phone no. on sat!gees.den he can finally sms me liaox.i still dno if i shud give up on him anot lei.we both agree tt if we're gg out we dun ask another regular fren out coz' he's too bright.u noe wat i mean?keke.

so...juz hope dat we will b gg out this days lar.=)).

confessed to someone tt i lyk him before.haha.hey,dun get shocked hor.

juz wna say out all the truth before new year.hees.

so the fireworks this yr will b cancelled cuz of the earthquake.feel sry for those who passed away lei.haix.and penang kna sia.few weeks ago,im there.

haiz.

okay lar.wont lor-so ler.byee.

?

2004-12-28T06:32:00.000-08:00

?

i feel lyk giving up on him.i dun tink he lyk me at all.i wanna give up bt i cant bear to do dat. haiz. =((

anyway,he's getting a handphone. wahh~ finally sia.keke.and mayb we'll be gg to countdown lor.

bt most prob nt lar,cuz he's gg to his aunt's frend hse.

diaoxx.

watever it is,i rlly hope dat he can at least tell me he lyk me, or not.

--santa claus has left. **

2004-12-25T09:42:00.000-08:00

--santa claus has left. **

santa has left,finally.
well,this christmas is lyk totally pissed and piang kanasai.
quarrelled with father den went to aunt's house.
sianz.
came back home,dno if shud call him or not.
lay on my sofa watching tv.

handphone rang.

it's from him!
he called and ask me bout peirce thing for his bro.
asked me out for a movie on mon with bjorn
crapped alot,
hinted to him.
he only laugh.

- _ -

found out something.

i'm really is crazy in love with him.

=)).